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loveurlife2010 
I am home for the summer now. Things at home are deff. crazy, but anything is better then being stuck in that cubicle that they called a dorm room. Food still fills my mind and i just want it out. I just want to live a normal life, i just want to be happy agian. I say a picture of me from not even a year ago and i just wanted to cry. I know i can't take any thing in the past back but i want to! i want to rewind time and not get so stressed, not muffle my feeling by stuffing food in my face. I just want to be me agian.
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i can relate to everything your saying, I'm going thru a bad patch @ moment too, finding it hard to get back on track with food constantly on mind seems lke the struggle will never end, maybe it will always be there, but it can get better if you really work at it, like any addiction I guess its hard work to overcome, with food being the hardest I think cos you can't go cold turkey from it, and its everywhere you look, but I have to keep reminding myself how much do I want this, how much to i want to live a normal life, is that cake etc worth more than being happy? I'm trying realy hard to get back on track today, my thoughts and hopes are with you hope you can too xx
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