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loveurlife2010 
it has been a really really really long time since i have been here. i have gone over roads that many where wise enough to bypass and seen myself through almost every lens out there. i am a new woman. i am a new me. i don't think i have ever been here before but if feels soooo good. don't get me wrong, my days don't go by without a hitch but my way of thinking has done a 180 and i have control over my life, for the most part. about one year ago i kicked Ed out the door, took his key and left no way for him to find his way back to me, my life or my thoughts.
i have found a new confidence that i didn't ever think i would be able to have. it is absolutely amazing how much extra time i have now that my mind is not completely consumed by food, calories, carbs, what i am going to eat, when i am going to eat, and if i was going to be "good or bad". it feels as though a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and a new way a thinking and new happiness has found its way into my life.
my spiritual life however is at a standstill and i can not let this continue to go on. there is a void in my life that i wish to fill and soon. God is the one who allowed me and helped me to kick Ed out of my life. without him i would have never found that type of strength.
