i krista 15 yrs old and have gone through alot over the years i have a really bad self estem and think im fat and ugly all the time i love meeting new ppl and am here to talk if you need me :)
i krista 15 yrs old and have gone through alot over the years i have a really bad self estem and think im fat and ugly all the time i love meeting new ppl and am here to talk if you need me :)
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October 20, 2009 6:29pm
ok i dont know how much longer i can take this, life just keeps hitting me hard, the "anniversary" of my rape is coming up and making me go …
September 1, 2009 6:12pm
i fuckin hate freshmen first my bff ex bff/current good friend is a complete bitch to me and like wants to strangle me cuz "i stole her …
Hey there how are you doing? I'm Kirsten btw :) What's your name if you don't mind me asking? I hope your doing well! Hugs!
hi :]]
my names amber :]]
whats your name?? :]]
hey girl..you can talk to me anytime..
Krista, its fine. Just forgot about it.
hey girl just wanna give you a hug. I here if ya ever wanna chat. hugsss
i was sitting alone in my basement on the computer while my mom was out with her boyfriend i was 13 and it was in the middle of october i heard someone upstairs and assumed it was my mom i went upstairs to greet her it wasnt my mom... it was a random guy in his twenties ina lighht blue collared shirt and cacky paints blonde hair and blue eyes he had a rlly big head and a nrmal sized nose i have never seen before i assumed it was one of my sisters friends and wondered why he was here when she was at college he started coming towards me as i walked backwards he suddenly started to tear off my clothes and i was screaming and trying to fight but he just punched me in the stomoache to keep me down i was so scared i clothed my eyes and i heard the sound of him opening up the condom he then started to rape me and continued to punch me in the stumache as i continued to scream and cry to get away when he was done i was too scared to put my clothes back on and ran up to my room i looked out my window to see if he was gone i saw him run for a moving car when my mom came home i said nothing i had cleaned up the blood and the mess that it had left before she got home i told her i was going to bed and i did i didnt tell anyone for about a month i then told my best friends telling them not to tell anyone one of them ended up telling everypne we werent friends anymore until just about a month ago everyone thot i was lieing to get attention but i dont know who would be that low to lie about something like this i since then have been writing poems and stuff about it my dad found one this school yr and that was the first my parents had heard of it (it was two years later)i was then sent to treatment and put on prozac i have always been depressed even before this happened and have always refused to go on meds because i thot itd make me fake i still belive that and stop taking it sometimes but then i feel like i need it and start taking it again i frequently ask myself am i still a virgin? do i qualify for a purity ring? thank you for reading this it means alot let me know if i can help you with anything :)
rape is mainly why and divorced parents being cheated and many many more
same as self injury
my parents divorced when i was 7
my step mom is my moms ex bff my step sister is just a slut and mean and my step brothers ok but i dont think he likes me very much
i also have nonverbal disorder
i have alot of social issues in my high schol career and some acedemic as well mostly because of organization
i just get scared bout everything if i do something i think is "scary" i start to hyperventalate
i havent had a seizure since i was five and have been on medication since i was nine but i still feel like it has screwed up my life
im 5 ft 0 and im 15 ppl always think im 11 or 12 and i get made fun of all the time
i used to be very violent now i just yell and get snippy and that is all at very little things
