been a while
September 30, 2009 10:17pm
well, it's been a while since i have been on here. Lately I have just been pretending nothing happened. (or trying to) I know that is bad, but …
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korikaye
2:41pm, September 18, 2009
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About Me
korikaye
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About Me
I have been married for almost 3 years and have a precious son named Alex. I have an angel baby named Jeremiah Bryce who was born on August 18th, 2009. He lived for a little while and died in my arms. My heart still aches for him. I am trying to stay positive and trying to heal. it is a slow process. My faith in God is my only tool right now to getting thru a day. His Grace is amazing.
I have been married for almost 3 years and have a precious son named Alex. I have an angel baby named Jeremiah Bryce who was born on August 18th, 2009. He lived for a little while and died in my arms. My heart still aches for him. I am trying to stay positive and trying to heal. it is a slow process. My faith in God is my only tool right now to getting thru a day. His Grace is amazing.
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Interests
Being a good mom, crafts of any kind, doing hair (been a cosmotologist for years now), painting, journaling and of course family!
Being a good mom, crafts of any kind, doing hair (been a cosmotologist for years now), painting, journaling
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ton of bricks
September 5, 2009 12:01am
sometimes i am okay. and then like a ton of bricks, it hits me. and i start crying and crying. i can actually feel my heart breaking and the lump in …
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breakthrough!
September 1, 2009 11:39am
My husband i and went outside last nite because it was such a beautiful nite and we started talking. this was around 11:00. we did not stop …
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September 1, 2009 1:03am
I am feeling so alone. everyone has seemed to move on already...and i am still stuck in a place of despair. i will never be the same. i am …
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not ready......
August 31, 2009 11:17am
goin to doc today to get bloodwork done. this doc is the same a-hole that ignored all my pleas of something being wrong.... i don't know how I am …
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Hope you're doing ok! Been thinkin' about ya.
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just remeber i have not forgotten about you
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I'm thinking of you and We here on DS haven't forgotten about you. HUGS
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildI lost my precious son, Bryce on August 18, 2009. i don't even know where to begin....the pain is so profound. i am just reaching out for anything right now.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- i haven't let myself really truely cry yet. i am too afraid i won't stop.
- Getting Angry Too Soon to Tell
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- that is all i am doing. keeping busy. i haven't allowed anytime yet to actually grieve. i know that isn't healthy....it is all i can do right now.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God's grace is amazing!
- Reading Too Soon to Tell
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Considering
Close Anxiety
I have suffered from GAD and panic attacks for the last 10 years.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- works pretty good. but not longterm
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- seems to work to calm me down
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- i got addicted though. it sucked. had to get off it.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- worked great! but i happened to get a very rare side effect from it and had to stop taking it. i wish i could still take it.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- try to think positive whenever i can
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- works good. don't have insurance at the time..so can't go to doc and get any meds
- Xanax Not Working
- too addictive
Open Miscarriage
i have had 4 miscarriages...this last one was late term and i held my son until he died.
Treatments
Open Endometriosis
Treatments
- Laser Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- it gets rid of it, but it always comes back.
- Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- comes back after a while
