Journal Entry for November 19, 2009
November 19, 2009 6:15am
Am highly anxious today, after 2 weeks of bronchitus mum is pain and has been taken to hospital for chest xrays.
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lonestar83
5:54am, November 6, 2009
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About Me
lonestar83
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About Me
Hi people, i live in the uk near brighton, i joined this site so i could meet people with similar issues to mine. I hope to meet and maybe help others. I find it difficult to get on here as much as i would like to but am happy when i can
Hi people, i live in the uk near brighton, i joined this site so i could meet people with similar issues to mine. I hope to meet and maybe help others. I find it difficult to get on here as much as i would like to but am happy when i can
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Interests
Music is my love, it helps me through the good and bad. Friends and family are my life as is my cat and they are who i live for
Music is my love, it helps me through the good and bad. Friends and family are my life as is my cat and
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Recent Activity
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2 discussion posts, 2 hugs received, 1 hug given, 1 journal post
Thursday
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lonestar83 wrote a discussion post in the Rape support group: help 6:25am
ive been given a place at a help centre to deal with the rape, thing is its come at a time when im happy…
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lonestar83 gave Jake007 a hug 6:22am
thanks jake x…
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lonestar83 wrote a discussion post in the Anxiety support group: my mum my rock 6:20am
my mums been admitted into hospital today as her bronchitus is bad and they want an xray of her lungs.…
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lonestar83 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 19, 2009 6:15am
Am highly anxious today, after 2 weeks of bronchitus mum is pain and has been taken to hospital for chest…
November 13
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happy for now......
November 13, 2009 6:32am
hey everyone, havent posted in a while as ive been away and also been working on my relationship!!!! yes i have a boyfriend!!!!! all is good, i feel …
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major worries this week
October 4, 2009 5:28am
Its a week until the holiday and im feeling a big mix of emotions,
1) im not looking forward to the flight, 9 hours, eeek
2) i dont want to …
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2009
September 24, 2009 7:15am
alls good at the moment..........19 days til we fly off to see the little one in our family get married!!!!! feel ok about it all, bit sad that …
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for f**ks sake
September 11, 2009 6:53am
well its all gone wrong, tried speaking to my friend but she wont listen as shes in love
i can handle that and i am glad for her but im worried …
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Hugbook
Rainbow
Hi lonestar, hope you're feeling well...and that you're enjoying life. *Hugs*
Sabrina-
Hug
I hope your Mum is ok. Thinking of you... :)
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Celebration
Glad the wedding was cool! Have fun at the reception and come back and chat soon! :)
Ray of Sunshine
hello hope yer well ..................................:)
Hug
Hi i just wonted to say hello i hope all is well a friend.xxx.lots of hugsssssssssss!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionMy depression is here to stay, im looking to talk it out rather then do stupid things like cut my hair off or abuse my body as im stressed, i just think im nuts personally
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- Not sure if its still working, should i have bad thoughts if it is???
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Time will tell
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My lifelines
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaEating or not has always been my only control, i cant control anything but this
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Rape
Being raped at 22 led me back to the childhood abuse, major trigger
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Rape Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- Music Working / Worked
Open Self-Injury
When its all too much i take it out on my body as a control....its my body after all.....this needs to stop
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
- Had a beautiful tattoo on my wrist to cover scars but then added more on top...
- Music Working / Worked
Open Insomnia
Faithless - i cat get no sleep! Night time is when the bad stuff rushes forward to the front of my thinking que, what happened, why, how it could have been prevented, blame etc and then i get angry and wound up and need a drink to chill as nothing else helps, night time sucks. Dr wont give me sleeping meds in case i o.d on them again
Treatments
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
How can i possibly be intimate with anyone when it freaks me out!?!?! I hate it.....aghhhhhh........
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Loneliness
When it comes down to it with all my problems going on around me i find it hard to make friends and am therefore very lonely.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
Its been 4 years and still its hard......
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Can be bad if its a song that we loved
- Pets Working / Worked
- All the man i need in my cat
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My mates are ace
- Talking Working / Worked
- Sometimes i talk to myself and imagine its him
Open Phobia
Type: Social Phobiaeverything scares me!!!!!!
Open Infertility
due to awful past babies will never happen
