ElijahsMommy's Journal

sitting here exhausted thinking am i ever going to sleep well again the answer is NO lol but laying here listening to her in her crib less than two feet away from me cooing and squirming around thanking god shes here with me i lay with her and just cry because i have never been so thankful for anything in my life besides my health and waking up every morning she is the best blessing i have ever had and she has changed my life so much .......as for daddy i have never seen a prouder daddy in my life which makes me the happiest mommy ever i am just so happy with my life right now i never want it to change and i know when i go back to work its going to change so much and im going to miss these days.....well now shes not just laying there now shes screaming like someones hurting her she definetly got my set of lungs on her she could wake the dead when shes being changed  lol so i guess were going to have to cut this one short becuase i have only eaten one thing today and its 10pm here so i gotta feed her then try to remember to feed myself and try to sleep so much to do and sooo little time good night girls love u all