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mari3333
Female, 58, MI
"waiting for godot and talking to joey."
10:41am, October 11, 2008
Journal Entry for October 2, 2009 Mood
Friday, October 2, 2009

Well, I wake up in the morning and say "oh shit. here I am again, still doing maintenance in 3 dimensions". so, as joey once said in a george anderson reading, the Body is only a coat we wear, and I am still wearing mine. it requires all this 'maintenance'. You have to feed the damned thing, wash it, put clothes on it, and drag it around. Joey doesnt have to deal with that shit anymore. someday I wont have to.

In the meantime, here I am wearing it. Its a pain in the ass.

No one has any actual answers as to why the hell we have to wear it, or be in it. I take issue with any supreme light being that invented it, actually.

and when we want to reach out and understand the 'other side', as people call it, where our children are?? we get 'vague references' or have to use mediums. why the hell do we have to do any of this??

I take issue with whatever being of light made this shit up. I really do. Its a lot of hooey.

I shake my fist at that so called being . 

Oh, sure, I will leave this body and than I will know what Joey knows. I will probably forget all about this stupid existence than. 

But I have every damned right to ask wtf was this god person thinking to invent THIS experience I am having.

its ridiculous.

and whatever this god person is, even if its me, well, it can kiss my ass.

 

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  1. munrogirl

    Thank you for sharing and for making me think.. I believe we are all one energy connected.. we will be with our children again.. until then we must honor them everyday and try to live a life that would make them proud... love to you


    munrogirl

  2. Soosanah

    Today I feel as you do. Yes, I want to live a life to make my son proud, but today I simply can't. I feel like the saddest soul on the planet. Some days you have to cry. It's hard to find anything of consolation, some days.

    What can I say?

    Susannah


    Soosanah

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