I have no future
November 16, 2009 4:34am
I'll be sixteen in February,and that means I will only have two years left until I'm legally an adult. I don't have the money,or the …
Goal Completed on Nov 3, 09
SevasTra 
5:50am Yesterday
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About Me
SevasTra
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About Me
My name is Cortney. I'm a horrible a person that fucks everything up. You do not want to get to know me.
My name is Cortney. I'm a horrible a person that fucks everything up. You do not want to get to know me.
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Recent Activity
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3 discussion posts, 2 hugs received, 1 journal comment, 1 journal post, 1 photo upload
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My purpose
November 11, 2009 2:08am
I was raised as a Christian and that's what I believed until I turned 11. The whole "God thing" didn't add up to me. My family was …
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November 3, 2009 3:18pm
I have no idea what happened,but I've been feeling a lot better lately. I really do hope it lasts because I'm seriously enjoying it.
My …
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Freaking life.
October 16, 2009 1:42am
I've been thinking a lot about both life and death lately. I think about both constantly. I can barely even function anymore.
I'm …
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Bad day.
September 18, 2009 4:13pm
I've only been awake for less than four hours and my day has already officially been labled as horrible.
Here is the story-
Last night,at …
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Prayer
I am sorry to hear ur story. I don't know if u are a religious type of person and I don't mean to offend you but if u do believe in a higher power prayer helps. If you need a new friend I would be more than happy to be your new friend. Have a great day
Hug
Love your avi hope you doing well
Little Love
In case you do not know where this is coming from I read the 'I love you' thread and I just want to say, I LOVE YOU
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Hug
I didn't meen to bother you have a great night.
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Hug
sending you a hug because I can relate
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
I'm an emotional nightmare.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write whenever I feel like I need to release something.it works sometimesbut other times I have to do more to feel relief.
Close Self-Injury
I've been cutting numerous times a day for almost six years.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I was in therapy for a week before it got too expensive.So I don't know if it would have worked or not.
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- I've only done it a few times. I know it's suppose to have the same effect,but it didn't until my skin started to swell. I had to do it three or four times in one spot before I felt any relief. But ,all in all,it worked.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I use to talk to the guidance counselor at my middle school before I started home schooling,and it did help. But I can't talk to her anymore,so that's over.
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
My parents got divorced a few years ago.
Open Family Issues
My family is far worse than dysfunctional.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Whenever I'm mad or depressed about something,I listen to music with lyrics I can,I guess,relate to.I've been doing it for years and I seems to help a little.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write more than I breathe about everything.It always makes me feel better to get everything out on paper.
Open Loneliness
I'm always,always,always lonely.
Open Teen Anxiety
I can't even leave my house anymore without breaking down.
Open Alcoholism
Treatments
- Willpower Too Soon to Tell
- Most of the people on both sides of my family are alcoholics. I'm not one yet,but I have many questions regarding how I can make sure I don't become one.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I've been emotionally abused by most of the people in my life for as long as I can remember.
Treatments
Open High School Stress
High school has brought more stress to me than anything I've ever done.
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