my girlfriend
September 27, 2009 4:45pm
it all starts noramly, i have waited all night to talk to her on facebook but then she startes, shouting at me telling me what i have done to upset …
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purplepain
4:48pm, September 14, 2009
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About Me
purplepain
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About Me
I am 14 in year 10 and with the most amazing but very protective girlfriend i was previously on this sight when i first started to self harm and i was emokid1234 but i wanted to start a new account and try and make changes to my life not forget the past but leave it alone for a little while. I love my little brother and my dad so much. I think this is the only place where i can completely open up be myself and nothing else i feel safe here and i am so greatful i came back to this site it is so wonderful so many amazing and insperational people
I am 14 in year 10 and with the most amazing but very protective girlfriend i was previously on this sight when i first started to self harm and i was emokid1234 but i wanted to start a new account and try and make changes to my life not forget the past but leave it alone for a little while. I love my little brother and my dad so much. I think this is the only place where i can completely open up be myself and nothing else i feel safe here and i am so greatful i came back to this site it is so wonderful
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Interests
music is my passion it has always helped me feel safe and it is the closest i get to the securit self harm gives me they say there is a song for every feeling and it is true.
music is my passion it has always helped me feel safe and it is the closest i get to the securit self
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Journal
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needels
September 21, 2009 6:27pm
I couldn't do it I just couldn't I don't want 3 years of Lieing and pretending I am fine all the time to be a waist I couldn't get it …
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she saw them
August 31, 2009 5:39pm
She pulled back the material and it felt as if the skin was being ripped from my back, as a lay curled up in a ball on the floor trying to lie as …
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the rain
August 25, 2009 6:03pm
the rain ran down the window like tiny tadpoles strugeling for life, bumping into one another and joining forces to one ultimate goal, as they raced …
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Superhero Status
Just you saying "I'M the greatest" like you did to me, changes my life some, and gives me hope and a reason to go on. No....your the greatest and I....am but your humble servant. denn
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Rainbow
Hi sunshine.....i left you a comment maybe you'll not like so much, but I'm trying to help be well and being yourself is just what this world needs, thanks
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Rainbow
What a beautiful mind you have. I left you a comment. Never give up and know how much this place needs you.
Hug
Hi Sara, i`ve come to say a big hello, and am hoping your week-end is not going to bad, stay safe my wonderful friend, hope to catch you soon. lve Danny x
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Little Love
Hi Sara, i`m sending you a box of hugs to help you trough the weekend, if not needed just discard, i think what i`m trying to say, without making it complicated is have, or try to have a good weekend, you are in my thoughts that you are safe, and out of harms way, try and have fun, your friend allways Danny. x
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
well i have been self harming for around about 3 years, mostely cutting all over my body with pencil sharpener blades more recently buring with lighters and very recently overdoces on pain pills and suicide attempts i find it helps me calm down and feel i can cope more with my life
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- i feel quite uncomfortable talking to someone face to face about something i really dont want to talk about
Close Bisexuality
i am still confussed about my sexuality i dont know if i am bi or a lesbain but all i know is a love girls anyway shape or form they are all amazing and beautiful and i am proud and out
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
i am gay and proud but there are always those people who put you down and diss you
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai find a lot of comfort in starving myself if i cant self harm
Open Depression
i dont think i have depression but i sometimes feel really lo, alone and depressed i have frequent thought of suicide
Open Burns
burning is part of myself harm
Open Lactose Intolerance
it is what it is
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
i am a vegitarian and i only drink goats milk in the way of animal products, mostely my religion restricts me but also i believe killing anything alive is wrong
Open Bereavement
my grandad died and it really rocked me i miss him loads
Open Bipolar Disorder
i just recently descpvered my mam has bipolar and i feel quite in the dark and confused about it
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
my mam has OCD and very controlling, agressive, she got depression for a short amount of time, she has bipolar and she is set on ruining mine and my dads life, she has stalked me and my dad a lot and she is really difficult to cope with, she is my mam and i dont want to lose her but she causes me and my dad so much pain and stress it is really difficult to cope
Open Depression - Teen
my mam had deppression for a short amount of time
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my mam has caused me emotional abuse i guess stalking, telling me i am worthless, forcing me to do numerous tasks, controling my life, searching my belingings, i think she lived out her childhood threw me wether i wanted it or not and if not i had to no matter how, she phsiccaly abused me as a child and she still phsicaly abuses my little brother i feel like she robbed me of my childhood and my life was never mine i was like a puppet on a string
Open Migraine Headaches
i get migranes and vision disturbances and they make me very angry and make me feel sick usually
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
i was glad when my parnets divorced because my dad could finally live his life again but when they devorced things got a ot worse
