22/11/09
I don't know if I can live this life any more. It's too hard.
I recently dropped out of high school because I struggle with depression and have absolutely no social life because of it. But I'm trying to get my life back together by getting help and going back to school.
I recently dropped out of high school because I struggle with depression and have absolutely no social life because of it. But I'm trying to get my life back together by getting help and going back to school.
Music, movies, all art, surfing the net. True Blood, Desperate Housewives, Heroes, catching pedos.
Music, movies, all art, surfing the net. True Blood, Desperate Housewives, Heroes, catching pedos.
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mobe24 wrote a journal entry: 22/11/09 3:14am
I don't know if I can live this life any more. It's too hard.…
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Haven't been out of the house in a week.…
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I've slipped back into my old ways. I was doing very well before, I was escaping my reality with…
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I don't know if I can live this life any more. It's too hard.
I've slipped back into my old ways. I was doing very well before, I was escaping my reality with school, and the internet.
Then I started losing …
What is life without companions, and family? Nothing.
That is my life, I feel like I have nothing. Nothing to live for, but myself.
That's …
Some guy in my class was saying bad things about me yesterday, when he knew I was behind him. Ever since yesterday I've been feeling down because …
I was so nervous about reading in front of the school audience that I was creating ways for why I wouldn't show up, but I didn't want because …
You there hun? I'm here if you want to talk.
Thinking of you and sending you tons of love!
XOXO
i started with my anxiety and panic when i was 17. you are only 17 yourself now. you are very mature for your age, and i wish nothing but happiness for you. your day will come. God Bless You, keep your chin up...what ever your mother says, let it go in one ear and out the other. you know you are a good person!!!!!! i wish i could hold you in my arms and tell you everything will get better. i'm old enough to be your mom, but i so relate to your problems. my heart breaks for you. i love you and will always be here for you. don't ever forget that. a million hugs
I understand the confused part too. I'm older and with all my problems I feel like a loser too.
I'm glad school is going well. I wish everything else would too.
Not sure about med change since I only just started this one. Seeing pdoc next week.
How are you doing? How has school been? I hope things are going all right!
I think the Lactimal my pdoc put me on is depressing me more. Also, stressed about Christmas and lack of funds.(((HUGS)))
Looking for support
For support
People to talk to if they're lonely, and to find people to talk to if I'm feeling lonely.