Strings22's Journal

Well I am sure after the hell of a time I have been having many of you may be wondering how my birthday went.  First of all I want to say thank you to everyone here that had wished me a Happy Birthday; you have no idea how much that ment to me...it really brighten my morning. 

My day was tough but, i am still here so i survived but, i will be honest i am not looking foward to the upcoming holidays.  Anyway, the morning was tough because for the last 10 years i was so use to waking up and hearing "happy Birthday Baby" and getting my birthday kiss...waking up to an empty apartment was hard...I didn't hear from anyone till late afternoon and later that night except for my morning birthday hugs from you.  The day was hard I tired my best to have "me" time.  I rented a few movies and I relaxed...it was good at first but, I am an active person and I was getting bored and restless.  I did receieve a call from the stbx; I answered and he wished me  happy birthday...I thanked him and tired to end the conversation.  He asked what I was doing and I said finally relaxing...then we ended the conversation.  It felt weird kinda ackward...i was upset for maybe a minute after I got off the phone but, I shook the feeling off.

I then started to recieve calls from family and heard several different versions of "Happy Birthday"...I was getting upset because I haven't heard from my best friend considering I was hearing talks about a planned party.  Finally around 6 pm I get a call and he said he was on his way...He pulls up and I see him and another friend of mine get out of the car...with a homemade cake.  I was really surprised and touched.  The cake was intresting LOL...it was flat...kinda like a hockey puck that was ran over by a steam roller LOL that's what you get when guys don't know how to bake LOL.  It was good though and I realy appericated it.  I was told that few more people were coming.  Time went by and a few shots later LOL no one else shows and my other friend had to leave early because he had work the next day.  My best friend called the other people and found out that they were stuck at work....apparently the delivery truck broke down and they were not getting out till 1 am.  I will be honest I was bumbed out Big Time...i was looking foward to it but, I did enjoy myself with everyone that did show up.

The next morning I awake with a hang over that could have brought down an elephant LOL.  I usually don't get hang overs but, this time i did...in a major way!! OUCH!! I get a phone call a few minutes later from my friends from the other night and they said they were coming over now...I was like no way because I feel crappy and moving was out of the question...they said they didn;t care lol.  They show up and tell me to sit my ass down and do nothing...I was brought coffee and they cleaned...LOVING IT LOL!!! As this was going on my mother calls and tells me that the family is taking me out to my favorite restaurant tat i never get to go to because it is MEGA BUCKS!! My friends left and a few hours later and sober lol i was picked up and brought to my favorite place and i loved every minute!!  Everything was so good and we got there just in time...the line was out the door and almost down the block.  After dinner i was dropped off and not even 2 minutes after geting in the door. A bunch of friends came with junk food and a bunch of movies...apparently they took a vote and wanted to have a horror marathon...I was scared lol.  Plus one of my guy friends brought over this guitar he bought and of course I had to tune it for him...apparently he got it for free and wants to learn how to play so I at least taught him how to tune it LOL.

So that was my b-day and I did enjoy it!! Thank you again to everyone that wished me a happy birthday and told me it was going to be great ( you know who you are C )  lol.

thanks again ...love you guys xoxoxox