just me no lies
November 18, 2009 10:32pm
Most of the time. My life is put on. I make people see what I want them too. And I dyeing inside but I just keep going on and on. With this game. …
smileing
-
About Me
smileing
-
About Me
i was told about nine yrs. ago i was bypoler. and its hard to get though the day.but i do i have a good doctor.and place to go when it get bad.i have ptsd to and it real hard to live .what some people take from you never get back.hurting all the time.and so messup in my head i cant slow down.wish i could sleep .I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ON HERE I JUST HOPE SOMEONE LIKE ME WANTS TO TALK.ALONE IN MY MIND IN MY MADNESS?
i was told about nine yrs. ago i was bypoler. and its hard to get though the day.but i do i have a good doctor.and place to go when it get bad.i have ptsd to and it real hard to live .what some people take from you never get back.hurting all the time.and so messup in my head i cant slow down.wish i could sleep .I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ON HERE I JUST HOPE SOMEONE LIKE ME WANTS TO TALK.ALONE IN MY MIND IN MY MADNESS?
-
Website
-
Interests
cars/my kids/and getting though ptsd.
cars/my kids/and getting though ptsd.
-
-
Recent Activity
Recently:
-
1 journal comment
November 19
November 18
-
smileing wrote a journal entry: just me no lies 10:32pm
Most of the time. My life is put on. I make people see what I want them too. And I dyeing inside but…
October 18
-
smileing turned 43 12:00am
-
-
Journal
-
-
i hope to talk to people like me .i feel like im the only person to be like this.
August 19, 2009 6:07am
-
-
Hugbook
-
Photos
smileing hasn’t uploaded any photos yet
-
Advertisement -
Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
i dont like been sick all the time.and not sleeping for days.and then the crash.the up and downs. and all the med. wish someone new how i feel sometimes.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- it dose ok.i wish there was just one pill to make it better.
- Librium Working / Worked
- work good for me.
- Loxapine Working / Worked
- not good no sleep.
- Prazosin Working / Worked
- not to bad.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- i dont like this shit
- Vyvanse Working / Worked
- put me in the er for days.
