Drgnfli's Journal

I am so unsure of what i am to think i keep getting told of how not to worry but not what to expect how it will happen or how i should feel. I don't want to loose my sight so i want to keep up with my treatment plans but i also don't want to keep having surgerys if they are to be of unreasonable length of workingness. I am over weight young and i don't want something stupid to go wrong when i go under the knife AGAIN i felt terrible that i had to have the elective surgery for the band but now i at a weight loss stall i feel i am causing myself to have these problems.