Why
August 19, 2009 10:08am
Im so tired of bein pissed off all the time but I cant figure out why. I want to be able to be happy but Im never gonna be until I get some …
JadeMarieBLE
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About Me
JadeMarieBLE
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About Me
My name is Jade and I live in Nashville Tennessee. I am pretty chill on my good days though there are not many of those these days. On a good day I like to sit around and hang out with friends and BS with them. I like art Im an ok artist and I tend to be able to let myself come out in my work. Now 90 % of the time Im crying or fliping out or drinkin myself to complete black out. That seems to be my anti depressant anymore. I also use self mutilation as a form of an anti depressant. It takes more and more everytime for me to be satisfied and Im teriffied that Im going to go to far. Im just a messed up damaged chick that wants to have a normal life.
My name is Jade and I live in Nashville Tennessee. I am pretty chill on my good days though there are not many of those these days. On a good day I like to sit around and hang out with friends and BS with them. I like art Im an ok artist and I tend to be able to let myself come out in my work. Now 90 % of the time Im crying or fliping out or drinkin myself to complete black out. That seems to be my anti depressant anymore. I also use self mutilation as a form of an anti depressant. It takes more
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Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionI used to be a really cool person to be around. Now that has all changed. Im a self mutilator and Im depressed or in a complete rage all the time. Im starting to become very afraid for me and others around me and I guess I just need a little help. I have no one in my life anymore that really cares what happens to me and the voice that I wake up to most days telling me that it will be ok is slowly but surely starting to fade away.
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- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- It was somewhat helpful when I was taking it.. It really just made me want to quit smoking and I lost a little weight.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- It worked while I was on it. It was used to help me sleep.
- Geodon Not Working
- It was horrible when I was taking it. It made me a zombie. I think that they would rather have sedated me than deal with me. All I did was sleep.
Close Schizophrenia
Im tired of bein messed up in the head and havin no one to talk to about it.
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