Journal Entry for November 19, 2009
November 19, 2009 4:30pm
Don't pay attention to my graph, it is all messed up.
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ShelbyLV
4:39pm Thursday
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About Me
ShelbyLV
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About Me
I just left home and am on my new journey. It has been lonely and terrifying but I'm just waiting for it to get better. I have been a loner most of my life. Friends found to be dissapointing and hurtful so I remained by myself or with my family. My family are my best friends and I don't know what I would do without them. I want to find someone who will love me for me and who I can love back equally. "That love is all there is, is all that we know of love."
I just left home and am on my new journey. It has been lonely and terrifying but I'm just waiting for it to get better. I have been a loner most of my life. Friends found to be dissapointing and hurtful so I remained by myself or with my family. My family are my best friends and I don't know what I would do without them. I want to find someone who will love me for me and who I can love back equally. "That love is all there is, is all that we know of love."
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Interests
Books, Music, Animals, Poetry, Movies, Swimming, The Ocean, Psychology, The Supernatural, Learning about other cultures and religions, Musicals, and more.
Books, Music, Animals, Poetry, Movies, Swimming, The Ocean, Psychology, The Supernatural, Learning about
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Recent Activity
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2 hugs received, 1 hug given
Thursday
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ShelbyLV updated their status 4:39pm
I'm trying and that's good enough for me.…
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ShelbyLV wrote a journal entry updating their Stop cutting goal 4:30pm
Don't pay attention to my graph, it is all messed up.…
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ShelbyLV gave AGirlOnLifesRoad a hug 4:09pm
I'm doing good thanks. How are you?…
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ShelbyLV changed their mood to Excellent 4:00pm
Sunday
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ShelbyLV and AGirlOnLifesRoad are now friends 12:40pm
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Journal
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Days
November 10, 2009 6:49pm
The last time I cut was Oct. 27 so it's actually been 14 days today and not 10. I've actually gone longer than I thought. I had my days …
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I'm going to do it!
November 8, 2009 8:30pm
I know that I got off of track and I even ended up gaining a few lbs. I realize that I can't just whine and complain about it anymore, I have to …
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Chocolate
That's good :) I'm doing ok thnx just have had a really bad headache today :( I wish it would just go away I've had bad headaches for weeks now...Might have to go the Doctors. So whatcha been up 2? I've just been chillin at home most of the week except for my GED class that was on Tuesday. I hope your having a nice day!
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Hug
Hey girl how are you doing? :)
Little Love
your comment on my journal means a lot to me. thank you for being my friend. *hugs*
Thanks
thanx *hugs* !!
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Little Love
*hugs*
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
To be able to deal with my problems in a positive way and make some friends.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Coloring with crayons tends to brighten my mood! :)
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Helps take away some of the stress and worry prone feelings.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- I do breathing exercises to try and slow my breathing. It helps but it is sometimes hard to concentrate.
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Animals and their companionship have helped me probably more than anything else.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My mother and sister have been amazing and are always there for me when I need to talk.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing poems has helped release many pent up emotions and calms me down.
Close Shyness
To try and open up and become more social.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- My pets have always made me happy and made me feel like I have a purpose. They are also a great conversation topic.
- Socializing Not Working
- Dating scares me too much. I'm afraid that I will make a fool out of myself.
Open Loneliness
To not feel so alone.
Open Self-Injury
I don't know. I cut myself for the first time today and I'm scared.
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
To try and finally get over the anger.
