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• Journal Entry for November 5, 2009

  November 5, 2009 3:17pm

• The bomb has landed

  September 10, 2009 12:33am

  Okies,where do i begin,the sides last 2 days was really bad a lot of pain in my back and legs,but i had to keep moveing (cleaning)I think the comdo …

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• im so cold

  September 3, 2009 2:37pm

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    Woke up early 6am took my pain meds waited until 8 am took riba meds,around nine took nap,woke up and have been freezing,ever since then,my hands the most,wraped up in pj and soft blanket,feeling yuckie,feel like im being lazy,cant get anthing right.tomorrow the nurse is comeing out,ffor assetment,2 hrs there..Thank god hopefully they will be comeing by aleast twice a week,to help me keep my house up,Ive always kept my house spotless,but i dont have the energy to even cook today.my strenght is not good today and i diff do not want to eat,but i have been drinking my water and my blueberry hot tea,it helps to keep thens down,i did manage some whole grain bread down to take my am meds..i have a slow system due to my pain meds,have been alil dizzy.I would like to take this moment to thank you all for your comments you all are very special to me,my cyber family,this really helps.As the most of you know my family,lives in fl,only one of my sisters knows of this,My sons i will not say anything about this,due to the loss of there father in may..i have no family here,and as friends as the ole saying goes u can count them on one hand..In this little town im in there past time is gossip,and hurting people,so therefore its me ,i do not hold nothing against them i just wasnt raised like this,so i do not partiapate..But its like my mother always said,Honey if there talking about you there leaveing someone else alone,diff culture.In fl if we do anything its out front,and if we have anything to say,its to thats person face to face..Im not bitter anymore i use to be.when i first came up i went to work started makeing new friends(I thought)First i find im called a city slicker,I said u have that wrong im a country city slicker and proud of it,im the 8th child out of eleven,we where poor my mother worked hard to raise us but we had a whole lot of love and respect,and then because i did not fit in there little click,did not try to, i wanted a life so the rest was history..I just told them i would pray for them that god would show them what a real life and true friendship and real respect was..S o im sure you know how well that went over,,At least im now know as the lady that speaks her mind,And if anyone wants the truth they know where to come,And you would be surprised who has called)Well so much for all that,dont know how i ended up on that subject,guess i am just ramblin,,But thank you to all for the help,it is truely a golden nugget to me..and everyone have a wonderful day.

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