Journal Entry for November 5, 2007
today i still have no word from dave. i don't know if he is coming into town or not. i had a long talk with my friend joey last night. i …
most recently i've been working in a childcare center in the Tenderloin for kids of low income or homeless families. I am recently engaged to my best guy friend and former pen pal of the last four years. we live together in a studio apt. in the tenderloin with his diabolical cat "k.P." and we are making plans to move back to my hometown of Tulsa, Oklahoma to be near my friends and family. which for me is a double edged sword if there ever was one. i love to play guitar, make art, read, and dogs.
most recently i've been working in a childcare center in the Tenderloin for kids of low income or homeless families. I am recently engaged to my best guy friend and former pen pal of the last four years. we live together in a studio apt. in the tenderloin with his diabolical cat "k.P." and we are making plans to move back to my hometown of Tulsa, Oklahoma to be near my friends and family. which for me is a double edged sword if there ever was one. i love to play guitar, make art, read, and dogs.
today i still have no word from dave. i don't know if he is coming into town or not. i had a long talk with my friend joey last night. i …
yesterday with the kids was so great! when i got home from work i had a talk with dave about his additude and he agreed that he had been insensitive. …
one hour until i go back to work! i've missed the kids so much! even though i sense some tension from some of the other teachers the kids are always …
two hours ago i had one of the worst panic attacks of my life. sre i've had some anxiety since the illness began, but that all seems like humorous …
Ihope you are doing well, I have not heard from you in a while.
Hi Kris, I get en email in my regular email, and I click accept you as my friend and it brings me to my list of people and you are still not there! We are going to have to do this while we are both online I guess. My regular email, not DS email, won't work. I hope we can get together while you are online.
Hi Kris: Just wanted to let you know I was reading some posts, your name came up, i went to your profile and it said we haven't heard from you for a while. I wanted to send you a hug and let you know I am praying for you. Love, Susie
KRISROSE, WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE CERTAIN BRANDS OF THE METHADONE I THINK IS WHAT MIGHT BE MAKING YOU DIZZY. WHEN I WAS ON IT IT USED TO HAVE THE GENERIC NAME ON THE BOTTLE AND THEY WERE QUITE BIGGER WHITE ROUND PILLS. THEN THEY CAME OUT IWTH THE BAR ONES, AND WHEN I GOT THE BAR ONES IT ACTUALLY SAIF METHADONE ON THE BOTTLE. NOW THERE IS ALSO A BRAND CALLED ROXANNE SMALLER ROUND WHITE PILLS, ALSO HAS THE WORD METHADONE WRITTEN ON THE BOTTLE. SEE IF YOU CAN GET THE BRAND THAT WILL SAY METHADONE ON THE BOTTLE. THE ONE THAT HAS GENERIC NAME WRITTEN ON IT MADE ME DIZZY TOO. EVER SINCE I SWITCHED IT DIDN'T MAKE ME DIZZY ANYMORE. BUT IT ALSO COULD BE IF YOU JUST STARTED THE METHADONE A FEW WEEKS AGO. WHEN DID U START IT? TRISH
Im new to this to so hears a hug from me to you
started having severe symptoms about 8 months ago. i was a full time psychology major with a focus on child development. plus i volunteered as an intern at a homeless community center 20 hours a week. since then i have had to drop all of my classes and can barely manage to get through a whole week of work at the daycare center without having to call in sick. i am 29 and scared of what might happen to me, especially my mind!
i am in love with a man i believe to be bi-polar. he doesn't trust doctors or medications and i don't know what to do for him. i just need some support and advice from time to time. knowing that it may be him and NOT me al the time could do alot to help our relationship. also, any treatments that are all natiral or have nothing to do with psychotropic drugs or visits to doctors would be great. i don't want to give up on him, and no one else even understands that he is sick. i need help.