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jazzygoober 
4:22pm Thursday
after last night and now this morning i can see the point now..
my brothers arent coming to the funeral..
i have no family left now..
i hate my life..
everything about it..
i really dont want to be alive much longer..
soon im going to be locked up into a mental health hossie..
i just cant cope with this any longer
the suisdial thoughts have allmost doubled..
i keep looking around and seeing object that could off me quickly..
and the cutting doesnt ease it off now..
please lord take me now so i dont have to live this life any longer
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Jazzy! I am sorry I was away from the computer earlier.
You may not get relief from cutting, but relief is out there. Youjust have to find where it is. Death is not relief. You can't die and be happy - you must live to be happy.
Do you want to go to the MH hospital? If ou do, then check in tomorrow. If you don't, then ask your doctor what your options are. perhaps a daily outpatient treatment?
You have my email and phone number. You can get a hold of me. Be strong, be brave. You can do it. I have faith in you - have faith in yourself.
TrapShootersRule
And talk like a dutch uncle to your brothers. They darned well need to come to the funeral, they need to come get you.
TrapShootersRule
I am so sorry to hear of your loss and ongoing pain. I think you should go to the hospital, you sound critical. I am here for you if you need to talk.
stevebhopes
i dont want to..
just dont want to do anything.. part from off it..
my energy for fighting has ran out
jazzygoober
I feel so much for you, you know you cant give up, I know it seems like the world is against you but you have people here for you, you will begin to slowly get on your feet, we are all here for you. I am for sure.....BIG HUGS....
ShazzerInc
Yes, The energy to fight can go away...but use this as a rest, a respite. Just go with the flow of living and know your suicidal thoughts are just thoughts. There is no need to make those thoughts reality! We are all here for you. *hugs*
TrapShootersRule