Journal Entry for September 7, 2009
September 7, 2009 7:20pm
Progress
90 %
Goal End Date is Sep 7, 09 81 days ago.
Darko
6:21pm, November 20, 2009
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About Me
Darko
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About Me
I'm an Aircraft Engineer with everything to be happy about but I can rarely connect with other people forcing me deeper into my own dark mind. This problem has only got worse as I have moved into adulthood. My problem is that I prefer being alone and I don't search for friendships or relationships. On the UP side, I look at life this way its not my fault I'm this way, It's everyone else!
I'm an Aircraft Engineer with everything to be happy about but I can rarely connect with other people forcing me deeper into my own dark mind. This problem has only got worse as I have moved into adulthood. My problem is that I prefer being alone and I don't search for friendships or relationships. On the UP side, I look at life this way its not my fault I'm this way, It's everyone else!
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Interests
Running, Swimming, Drawing, Basketball, Football (soccer), Films, Music - Depeche Mode, Disturbed, Kasabian, Linkin Park, KoRn and Spineshank.
Running, Swimming, Drawing, Basketball, Football (soccer), Films, Music - Depeche Mode, Disturbed, Kasabian,
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Recent Activity
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1 hug received
Today
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Darko gave razorfloss a hug 7:59pm
Hello, not sure what to say, I struggle with words, so take care.…
November 20
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Darko updated their status 6:21pm
"Hello Me, Its Me Again!"…
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Darko updated their status 4:22pm
I Trust Me…
November 17
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Darko gave cynthiadean an I'm with you 8:21am
Hello, I have been on chat few times recently, but I am on night shifts for the next 2 weeks so I probably…
November 14
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Darko updated their status 8:51pm
I need help, but help won't help me.…
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Ray of Sunshine
Hi hope everything is ok with you, I havent seen you on chat for awhile I miss chatting to you now that is werid me missing the coldhearted one, only playing you are great to talk to. Hope you come back to chat soon because my werido buttom is on high again and I need somebody normal to chat with and yes Im talking about you. I have sent you a little ray of sunshine because its bloody freezing here, any way I have bent your ear enough for now take care ok, really hope to hear from you soon hugs from Cynthia xxxx
Prayer
I use to prefer being alone but now that i am completely alone and have no one to turn to i hate it and wish i had someone to talk to about what i am going through. Anyway if you ever need someone to talk too message me. Take care.
Gold Star
hang in there
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I'm not sure exactly how to describe my "depression" but i haven't been diagnosed with it but I feel like I'm always on the outside and this leads to me feeling really down.
Close Self-Injury
I cut my arms, hands, chest and back. Not sure why, i don't try to hide my scars. Almost proud of my scars.
Treatments
- Running Working / Worked
- Too tired to think about cutting if Ive been running.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Schizoid Personality DisorderI feel totally different to everyone else, although I haven't fully developed a personality disorder i'm becoming less and less like I used to be.
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