I'm feeling pretty hurt right now by the endless messages from others telling me how I'm not there for them as I was. Always a message thats not followed by a hug to offer me alittle support. I am bending over backward to continue to support others in my groups and I try to send out hugs as much as I can. My schedule is so stressful and endless that it's very hard. People aren't breaking their ass to support me but they want to complain about how I'm not supporting them ENOUGH. Give me a break. I am doing the best I can and I have needs too.
I just needed to vent this because I am trying so hard but feel like some people just want to complain about how they haven't gotten enough support from me. It would be nice if I logged on at 5 am when I have a second and found a hug waiting for me!






Do ya feel better now.?.? (hopefully~u r shaking head yeah) Now.....Breathe...lol...And if not.....Start the new entry! Hmmm..what can the title be..?.?..? How bout...."BUST UR ASS 4 A CHANGE"....cause god knows Meadow is busting hers! Also...there are lots of people here everyday that can give you (the complainers) all the support you need, Geez! Wow...It amazes me how demanding people can be. Meadow....just don't let it get you down. When someone cares for you as a friend...They take what they can get..When they can get it, when they know your situation! Im sure that ALL of your real friends on here miss you, wish u were here, wish u could hug, send a message...OMG the list goes on! But WE understand you & you still brighten our day when you have a spare moment to send some encouragements! In the mean time......
U BETTER HUGGG ME EVERY SECOND~EVERY MINUTE~EVERY HOUR~EVERYDAY.......lmao....
I'm kidding okay, Now SMILE
MCkbc
It's a me me me world Meadow and nobody is thinking nof you, just themselves, just remember you can only do the best you can do, you're not God and if others expect you to be, just remember it's their problem, not yours, better go and give you a big hug, love you, J
macjude
Take a deep breath my friend..You are a good friend....Do what you can, Love the Lord and this too shall pass..Blessings and Love, Marie
gentle51
meadow , you are the most supportive person, noone can take that away from you, wishing you much luck in your choice of field, my daughters in grad school, and she barky has time to talk and i undrestand but her sister forget it gets so pissed at her and makes her feel guilty. you just take care of yourself and do what you have to,you have my support,and many hugs your way, joni baby
jonibaby
You have to do what is most important and that for you right now is school. Your real friends will understand that and stand behind you without quibbling. Don't let selfishness and dare I say childish actions on the part of others derail your goals. You know what is the most important use of your limited time. Big Hugs, Beth
lilje
I just thought you needed and EXTRA BIG HUG right now,HUGS!! HUGS!!! HUGS!!!!HUGS!!!!
jazzkeys
well delete the swines demanding your time who do they think they are, everyone is here for support and everyone has a life, just because some are not here every moment of the day sending hugs ect doesn't mean you don't care,
true friends will understand and not hurt you, i know how much it would be nice to recieve a hug when you log on hugs mean a lot to a friend,
i am so happy you are a friend of mine and i promise never to upset you,
now i think you are doing wonderful and i want you to smile and go and have a beautiful day, big big hugs to you
caz16