I guess I should finally make some time for this so here we go. I've been depressed for more then five years now. For various reasons, it's all just getting too much. I started cutting somewhere in July 2009. Me in short: Status: alive Mood: dying DS: helping, you guys are so great! SI: increasing and getting worse. In love: not sure; confused Parents: They know now that I feel like shit, but they're still making it hard for me. School: boring but barable.
I guess I should finally make some time for this so here we go. I've been depressed for more then five years now. For various reasons, it's all just getting too much. I started cutting somewhere in July 2009. Me in short: Status: alive Mood: dying DS: helping, you guys are so great! SI: increasing and getting worse. In love: not sure; confused Parents: They know now that I feel like shit, but they're still making it hard for me. School: boring but barable.
Music; I play accoustic guitar, electric guitar and drums. I also love to listen to music. I like reading, I love the "Tomorrow When The War Began" series by John Marsden. Movies; funny, sad, horror. Computers. I like gaming and coding (mostly webdesign). Thats about it I guess.
Music; I play accoustic guitar, electric guitar and drums. I also love to listen to music. I like reading,
25 journal comments, 9 hugs given, 6 journal posts, 6 hugs received, 1 photo comment
CupOfTea696 wrote a journal entry: I knew it would happen (it was only a matter of time) *TRIGGER* 3:44pm
Yesterday evening I kinda wanted to figuere out how my dad was turning of WiFi so I sneeked downstairs..…
CupOfTea696 commented on their journal entry Blast Of/It's party time *TRIGGER* 3:45pm
Thx coolkid. Thats true. Baby steps, but steps. Miss, it didnt really hurt.. Thats becuz the chemicals…
CupOfTea696 commented on DeanneLee’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 16, 2009 3:41pm
Hey, she suddnely left. w/o saying goodbye. If you read this Lacy-Mae, try to say goodbye next time,…
CupOfTea696 commented on DeanneLee’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 16, 2009 3:31pm
Im starting to understand now thx. I'm talking to Lacy-Mae at the moment. I hope you dont mind she told…
CupOfTea696 wrote a journal entry: Blast Of/It's party time *TRIGGER* 10:58am
Yay, I managed to fight the urge for one day. Wich mean I gave in yersterday evening :(Oh well... Uhm,…
November 21, 2009 3:44pm
Yesterday evening I kinda wanted to figuere out how my dad was turning of WiFi so I sneeked downstairs.. I turned on the laptop the check browser …
November 17, 2009 10:58am
Yay, I managed to fight the urge for one day. Wich mean I gave in yersterday evening :(
Oh well...
Uhm, yea, before I go on, if you get …
Incredibly big hugs back :)
it takes a year and a half of helping people, lol.
hahahaha
yay!!!
hmmm.. yea okay
To get support
I know what anger can do to me. I know what I can do when I lose it.
I am lonely
