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wannabangel
39, Upland, CA
"Hopeful, but tired.. Challenged in the positive thinking department."
12:45am, November 15, 2009
Goals - finding my spiritual partner. Mood
Sunday, September 6, 2009
No progress here. I am terrified to start a relationship, or even date, and my symptoms are so up and down. I cannot imagine anyone could deal with me and this disease. I know that there is probably someone out there, but I have to find my courage.

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  1. gillytyler

    Hi Heather
    Sending you good luck wishes in finding a partner. There are good people out there who will see beyond the disease and love you for who you are ulcers and all.
    Hugs to you for today
    Gilly


    gillytyler

  2. wannabangel

    I am really starting to worry that I may lose some/all of my eyesight in the future to this disease. I have constant flaring in my left eye, which leaves it blurred. I have vasculitis in the eye as well, and my Optometrist told me the swollen veins in my sclera are there to stay (looks like pink eye). I cannot think of much worse than losing my sight. It is so scary, most of the time I refuse to think about it. I cannot imagine not seeing my kids age, a beautiful sunset, an array of gorgeous flowers...Wow...


    wannabangel

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