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wannabangel 
12:45am, November 15, 2009
Today is the day I always look forward to, my Enbrel injections. By the last few days before I am due, I feel about shot physically and mentally. I still am frustrated at not seeing the inprovement I want to see and am hoping for even better improvement. All in all, a decent day, except that hamburger and fries I indulged in. 
Heather
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