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mindxcircus
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About Me
I'm a full-time art student at college..Born as the middle child out of the 3, I have to admit i am not much of an average girl for my state of mind - but what i thought was my weakness is now a new found 'beauty' in its way. I am suffering from some psychological illness - severe depression, bipolar and anxiety neurosis.. However only in 2008 i finally have the courage to actually ask for help professionally. I love music, arts, fashion, films, writings, and self-abuse haha! xD
I'm a full-time art student at college..Born as the middle child out of the 3, I have to admit i am not much of an average girl for my state of mind - but what i thought was my weakness is now a new found 'beauty' in its way. I am suffering from some psychological illness - severe depression, bipolar and anxiety neurosis.. However only in 2008 i finally have the courage to actually ask for help professionally. I love music, arts, fashion, films, writings, and self-abuse haha! xD
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Close Self-Injury
I want to get myself under control - i know self-abusing is not the right thing to do but it feels like the only i NEED when i am angry, sad, depressed and now im doing it for fun :(
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- only made me realize that i made my mum so sad when i cut myself..that's it..
- Talking Not Working
- Talk to friends...everyone says the same thing..things i already know..not helping..
- Music Working / Worked
Close Anxiety
Anxiety is controlling my life, not me.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Inderal Working / Worked
- works for short term..
- Klonopin Not Working
- Rivotril dont work on me...maybe the low dose..
- Luvox Somewhat Helpful
- Yes, kinda helped...but 8 months on it..it took a toll on my energy level..fatigue kills me..
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- im getting better in controlling with my current, zoloft.. but i have side effects like nausea and lightheadedness if sudden movement occurs.
- Music Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
My mind cant shut up! makes me paranoid where it interferes with my daily life even.
Treatments
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionuhh..im severely depressed and it's taking a toll on my life..
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- with bad side effects, unfortunately.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- http://exodusae.wordpress.com
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- not strong enough...but no side effects so far..
- Music Somewhat Helpful
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a RelativeDeath of family members i love and one man who is NOT dead yet, but losing him affects me so much as if he is dead.. I think this started/triggers my depression..
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Remembering Not Working
- Makes me even more hurt..
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have been emotionally abused by people around me...and by one man i love the most..
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I am too forgiving that i hurt myself even more..
- Leave Not Working
- SOmetimes works..but always comes back..
Open Family Issues
What appears to be alright, there's always a pain they cant see... im like the centre of the family..
Treatments
Open Shyness
im too shy that it's...weird and abnormal sometimes..serious self-esteem prob
Treatments
- Self-esteem Somewhat Helpful
- Self-help Working / Worked
- Singing Somewhat Helpful
- Socializing Working / Worked
- Music Somewhat Helpful
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Buscopan Somewhat Helpful
- Imodium Working / Worked
- Lomotil Somewhat Helpful
- Probiotics Not Working
Open Jealousy
it's time i should try and control this...my jelousy is over limit..
