Jpate

Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/Spouse

I feel hopelessly lost. My emotions are extreme swings of happy to sad and the happy days just feel fake

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

I am unable to find a job that won't eat Ron's social security for lunch. I NEED TO WORK. Too much time on my hands and mind.

Getting Angry Working / Worked

i Yell alot, but it just makes me feel terrible and mean

Helping Others Working / Worked

I am always doing things for others. I don't have alot of time for me though

Keeping Busy Working / Worked

I try to stay busy with my 2 daughters, 1 son and new 1 yr old Grandaughter.

Music Working / Worked

If not for good music I'd already be dead

Poetry Working / Worked

Love reading poems, not so good at writing them though. I do write letters to Ron still. When I need to talk to him so bad

Reading Working / Worked

I read everyday, day and night when I can't sleep

Remembering Working / Worked

I can hardly think of anything else..He's in too many of my conversations. I talk about him as much as if he was still here all the time.