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jzldy 
1:20am, October 29, 2009
Last month we all went to miami together, Now my friend is gone, she wrote a living will, we cried today, some of us are still crying. You ask why, a bowel obstruction is no joke, and that bullshit I,ve got to go from something is no joke, I will run on, my dance group is age 60 to 82,it is like the movie LIFE,, we will all run on to see what the end will bring, guess what there IS no end, just on and on. I ask is there a heaven? YEP, i am in heaven, to me it is the space I create in my mi nd., It is the folks I meet along the way , my heaven is filled with Love, It is seeing my grandson's face in the am, getting to know each of you, my list goes on and on, this spring the city of Jacksonville sent me to washington, I have served two years as your reading rep for the blind and handicapped, I serve about 13 states ,look up the talking books in your computer. Think I ain' in heaven, when I have a darn good lover and can listen to all the books I want. I choose to make NOW my heaven, my god there are so many choices, I choose half full. My group is invited to dance up through june of next year, by june we will be two years old.Yep and my grandson the now 7mo old, the queen and I have a lot in common, I loves me some hats, I wonder if the queen wears thongs, Does she slip out a poot when no one is looking. My grandson has no shame. My garden is doing ine, I need to do some work but bending is a no-no, for now. I thank god for biofreeze, and heating pads. It is 2am the house is quiet, the neighborhood is quiet, not even the sounds of traffic. MY friend is alive somewhere in the world on the oither side. I hope she tells my daughter Hi. Fly on my friend ,fly on, we will miss you, no more tubes, no more surgery, no more ,you did your job well, fly on my friend, fly on.
