Second Therapy Session with her.
August 11, 2009 12:11am
NOTE: Please note that yes in fact this is the same story from the discussion.I decided to save it in here.
Yes, it's …
Daydreamergwen 
12:40am, August 12, 2009
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About Me
Daydreamergwen
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About Me
Read my Journal entries or my support group topics.They'll tell you more than this "About Me" will. I probably use Twitter the most to post updates on basically anything and everything.You can learn alot about me on there, also.I also have a myspace but that's a personal site.Just ask if you want it.It's amazing how much i trust you guys.
Read my Journal entries or my support group topics.They'll tell you more than this "About Me" will. I probably use Twitter the most to post updates on basically anything and everything.You can learn alot about me on there, also.I also have a myspace but that's a personal site.Just ask if you want it.It's amazing how much i trust you guys.
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Website
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Interests
I have many.But what i care about most out of all of them are animals and photography.I'm a vegetarian, btw.And photography is one of the main roles that play in my life.But no need to get into that right now.
I have many.But what i care about most out of all of them are animals and photography.I'm a vegetarian,
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My sister.
August 10, 2009 3:19am
I decided to explain to you guys about my sister.Just cause i thought it was sord of important.You see, my sister is sord of like me in a …
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A little about myself.
August 9, 2009 11:16pm
Hey, guys.Don't mind the orange.
I'm 13 years old.And yes i know i'm young.My profile lies.Just turned 13 on the 28th of July.
My name is …
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well, i've been better, but i've been worse, lol. how about you?
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Thankyou I appreciate it! Oh I am sorry to hear that schools confusing you :( . . I know how it feels sometimes. Things are going really well for me here. I dont know if I can be commited for a long distance relationship especially with this girl, I love her and all but I just have my moments and doubts you know? I guess im just not like everyone else and kind of distrust humans lol. But that doesnt mean I distrust you!! XD I find it hard sometimes to truly find someone who understands me and yaddda yadda XD . . how was your weekend? Apparently you wrote me this hug at 2AM!! :) Thankyou :D
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*hugs* thanks for the journal comment. ^_^
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You have helped me, thankyou very much. I will let you know what I decide to do :). . Aw, I am sorry to hear of your confusing, I hope things end up working out for you, whatever they may be, I hope you can come to me if you ever feel the need to talk. My cat is on my lap watching as I type, its kind of disturbing, its like my stalker kitty hehe.. Anyways, I hope schools working out for you as well. Talk to you later, and thanks again so much, im here for you!
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High Five
Things are looking better for me too. Your moving out already? It says your only 14! Hehe. Im kind of in a situation now, where I dont know if I regret it, or love it.. You see my best friends ex has talked to me last month and we began to talk alot, she knew to come to me when she was upset, because im an optimist and for some reason it takes to her. At any rate, its unfortunate that I live in NY and she lives in Cali, and im only 17, I dont know what to do. We really like eachother, like ALOT, we talk everynight on the phone, if not texting all day.. And I promised myself I wouldnt fall for someone out of state, but look at me lmao.. So I am thinking of talking to my Dad about it, and telling him I dont want to go on my senior trip id rather go to Cali for two weeks.. *sigh* I dont know if hes going to go for it.. we'll see. Anyways, tell me more about yourself :D!!!
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Close Depression - Teen
Hi.My name is Gwen.Short for Gwendolyn.I'm 13 years old.I found my way here when no one else would listen.I thought talking and speaking with other people with the same problem would help.Also, i'm here hoping i can recive the answers i've been looking for months to find.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I think sometimes it helps me TOO much.Whenever i listen to music, i get ideas in my head.And it always brings back all the negative thoughts into my head.I try blocking them out but it's seems nearly impossible that they'll go away.So i think that even that,music, is causing me pain.I listen to music 24/7.Literally 24/7.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I tried talking to my dog.But he's always asleep and seems like he never listens to me.But yes, it used to work.I used to go to him whenever i cried.I would wet his fur but i would feel so much better after.But now, whenever i cry, all i want is to be alone.Completely alone.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I've tried from keeping negative thoughts in my mind.But nothing's worked.It's been two years.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I don't know if therapy is the same thing.But that's what i've been doing.I've only been to two sessions and from two different people from two different locations.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I don't trust anyone anymore.Every time i try to tell a family member, i feel stupid.I feel like they won't understand me.Atleast not in the way i want them too.I don't even consider telling anyone, i always think that i'll cause trouble.I've only ever told one friend.And not even she, who i've known for 12 years, understood me.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I've been talking to myself and Pax.I "made" him up.It's seemed to help in a way.But my mom told me that i should stop that.But it's hard to do that when you know there's no one else who will listen.I think she thinks i'm crazy.But i did stop, but i go back to it a few times.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Oh yes.I've been doing that for some time now.I heard that that's one of the good things you should try out.I did it and wrote about 3-4 pages in one day.But i've stopped doing it for sometime now.I've just had no wants to do it anymore.But it did work, but like i said.I stopped.And i have no pleasure into starting it again.
