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ToniL 
This is a goal I would never of thought I would never have made. My goal, is positive thinking. Finding out last week, that I had basil cell carsanoma, Which is the easy skin cancer to beat . Now the odds getting worse. #1 have it right outside of the rectum. Now morgh is rasinsg it's ungly head. It feels like the morg is spreading like wildfire down there. It itches like crazy, its taking all my energy not to scratch it,the spot that they took the biopsy from does not want heal. Which is no surprise. What has really upset me is that in the four yers that I've had,it I've not had a sore. Just my skin looks like leather, I wake up this morning and what to you know my first sore. It's starting to keep my positive thinking going down hill. What really is upseting not to talk to the surgeon about morg. I'm keeping my chin up and am ploughing throuth the field day by day. Well my eyes are drying out from the tears. I do fell somewhat better just puting my feelings down here I will try to every day. ToniL
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Hi Toni. I'm sorry you are experiencing this. I have never heard of it. Best wishes for you. I know someone here at DS that lives near Livermore. I'll try to remember to give him your name. Take care.
bobzcat
bobzcat, you made my morning. Thank-you so much. I woke up this morning really depressed.I feel better now. Morgellon is a disease,that doctors have a hard time finding a cure for. It is not anying with criteria that is in any meditacal books. the next best thing that they can find is delousal parisites you can break out with terrible sores, it affects your short memory. The list goes on and on. they think it has about 9 compoments to cure'; taking it day by day with this cancer thing Well enough of my problems ,you take care of yourself, I would love to talk to someone from my town. that little bit of air you just felt on your cheek,is a little buterfly kiss from me to you, Bye for now ToniL
ToniL
Toni its inmorg hell. I know what you are going through I had some lesions tht took months to heal. I know you have been living tith this for years, but let me tell you what has helped. In the beginning I had been gettin various symptoms, that I will explain on my website that I hope to have up and running by the end of the week.First, because of your age, take vitamins. I take cats claw, black walnut hull, (alphalpha really never helped me), probiotic, aqai(not sure if that's how you spell it).
lecithin for nerve system and for me thebest med was nutrasilver. It lasts long, no too too expensive and I feel it's better than colloidal silver because with nutrasilver you can out it in your sinuses, eyes, ears,on lesions, and can even give to pets. It saved my cat from her death bed. My hair was falling out and oil of oregano did wonders. What helped me for lesions: If you have a sore, tear them right off. don't worry about any fibers coming out it doesn't matter whether they do or don't if you don't see anything. Keeping the biofilm (yellow scab-like) off your cut is the best thing you can do to start healing. Biofilm is made by morgellons so that the parasites will be attracted to it so that the morgellons can eat them to thrive. Do kidney and gall flushes, go tanning. Take hot soaks in MMS, tea tree oil, oil of oregano especially for hair, applie cider vinegar and sea salt. you can use them intermittently or all at once. I used them all at once, but nothing comes out and I feel alright. My depression is so bad through. I feel like my husband is constantly cheating on my (that's a long story). You can also take salt in a spray bpttle and mix it with water to help you at night but do not rinse off til morning. as for the leather looking skin, I had something that looked like exzcema. It went away with lamisil, it's fungal. If you haven't bought on get an eyeclopse (microscope you hook up to TV, they even sell one that you van magnify and take pictures and videos with it. For anxiety and depression XANAX 2 MG has helped tremendously and for joint pain, take a bath in a eucalyptus sea salt mixture. STEFAN0 has a really good oil combination that has been useful for him but haven't tried yet, but you can find everything on Ebay at not to shabby price. keep your fingernails short and clean because the bacteria is what is spreading these lesions when you scratch. Wash your hands before you try to catch another sore. just pure Ivory soap, no need for antibacterial. If you get mysterious pstchers of swelling immediately apply hand sanitizer to that and you will be amazed at what comes out. It's actually a template of keratin waiting for a parasite to make an impression on for the Morgellons to duplicate. I hope I was helpful and hope you feel bettter - IF YOU LIVE BY AND PLANT EMITTING DANGEROUS NEUROTOXINS - IF YOU CAN MOVE!!!! HAHA
TALK TO YOU LATER
INMORGHELL
P.S. IM HERE IF YOU NEED ME I'LL GIVE YOU MUY PHONE WHEN I GET IT AND MY EMAIL IS LILMRSNURSE@YAHOO.COM
P.S.S. FOR THE FACE BURTS BEES CITRUS FACIAL SCRUB WILL WORK WONDERS. kEEPING CLEAN AND WASHING HANDS IS A BIG PART!
inmorghell