superchick
I am alone again on Saturday night. But this time, instead of telling myself its because no one likes me or because I am unloveable, I will tell myself that I am loved, if only by myself. I am better of with no one then with people who mistreat me or take advantage of my kindness without reciprocating.
I am so tired of people telling me I need to make friends. Its like telling someone smoking is bad for them. Thanks genius. I wasnt aware of that. Then when you ask them how they have no answer.
I have been critisized and hurt since I was a baby. But today I am a woman. Today I will recognize that I have a choice. I chose to protect myself.
I know this means I will die alone but I dont see an alternative





