Just giving this a try
May 6, 2009 3:59am
Well, I have put off journaling as long as I could. I have been journaling in my own journal but not putting things out there. I have been pretty …
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About Me
Hi, I am looking for people to talk to. Last year in April I lost my fater in Law, had to put my mom in a nursing home, in August I lost my eldest brother to cancer and in Dec 07 I lost my mom my best friend. I would like to learn how to create a spiritual journal to try and get myself back. Thank You
Hi, I am looking for people to talk to. Last year in April I lost my fater in Law, had to put my mom in a nursing home, in August I lost my eldest brother to cancer and in Dec 07 I lost my mom my best friend. I would like to learn how to create a spiritual journal to try and get myself back. Thank You
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Journal Entry for March 15, 2009
March 15, 2009 5:11pm
Hello everyone,
I need to appologize for my behaviour of not staying on here to offer what support I can to others. It has been soooo long since I …
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Journal Entry for October 28, 2007
October 28, 2007 4:04pm
Sunday October 28
Well, walking, talking, doing things on the outside but crying and iceolateing on the inside. Went to my neice's 3rd birthday …
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Journal Entry for October 27, 2007
October 27, 2007 1:22am
October 26/2007
Ok, today has been stinky, I try so hard to find good in things but the torment that my husband puts us all through somehow just does …
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Journal Entry for October 20, 2007
October 20, 2007 12:26am
October 19/2007
Well, it has been a very long time since I have journaled on here. I have no idea why I stoped I just thought I could offer …
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Hug
Just to say I hope you're having a good week.
Little Love
Where IS my little girl?
Was wondering what your doing?
Just letting you know your still in my prayers and I miss my funny cutie pa tootie!!!!!!!!
Lemmme know all is ok! Please!
Love and peace XOXOXO, KZ-
Flower
Morning girl!
Just 'ol me ckg in and sending this big bouquet of flowers (had to stop and think, HOW to spell that!)
I was worried too that I stepped over the line last writing and hope you didn't take me wrong...
Just wishing you well & it's ALL heartfelt
feelings.
Man, this heeeeeeeet is ab-so-lute-ly KILLING me. gaaaaaaaaawd! To FEEL like in the 100's with our humidity. The air just HANGS so heavy. We rae so spoiled to the air conditioning, but I remember being a kid and we only had the attic fans. Gosh, why don't they make homes with those anymore? It stayed pretty cool and I played outside till dinner time!
Anyway, hope you have a good day and have that chin up and smiling!
Love & hugs and all that,
KZ 
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Just thinking of you and wandering how you are doing. Hope to hear from you soon. Cindy
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Hey girl! Just thinking of you and praying you are doing well. I haven't heard from you in a while but then again I haven't been on here much. Anyway, I love you and God bless, Cindy
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