rambler's Journal

September first i think ,or near there,winters of 30 degrees below closing in .have only been able to save one third of the money to get my electric in. I need two thousand dollors.people say give it up and go in housing.this property is my home I havent had a home in 25 years,I cant bear to sell it and go into welfare houseing nope just cant do it.Where is my Angel,Im gonna need it .Im passing into a whole new me Im not sure I like it but like pastor shuller says,tough times dont last tough people do.Ive been hurt to many times not to be tough on the inside and on the outside.I am alone. curl up and cry or get tough .no theres no time to cry with 30 degress below coming.