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rambler 
8:28am, May 7, 2009
September first i think ,or near there,winters of 30 degrees below closing in .have only been able to save one third of the money to get my electric in. I need two thousand dollors.people say give it up and go in housing.this property is my home I havent had a home in 25 years,I cant bear to sell it and go into welfare houseing nope just cant do it.Where is my Angel,Im gonna need it .Im passing into a whole new me Im not sure I like it but like pastor shuller says,tough times dont last tough people do.Ive been hurt to many times not to be tough on the inside and on the outside.I am alone. curl up and cry or get tough .no theres no time to cry with 30 degress below coming.
I no longer rent but park my trailor on land that is mine.Draw back,social security has decided since i dont pay rent they can reduce my income to 400 dollors a month oh great,now how will i get a electric service to my property and a well ???what will I do now are there any programs to help I doult it. Theyd want me to sell the land and live in comunity housing.Im glad i can come here to use the computer and shower at a freinds but what now?How to move on ,I just dont know.Look for a job to add to my income ,HA HA AHHHHH HA. ah , NO, Im one half hour from a town that has nothing but a Mom and Pop grocery.my old 1980 truck has just blown the muffler. Oh well as emotional and spiritual troubles are settling down so what if Im living like TVs surviver man.I thank God Im out of the city.
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Jan 4.All is as it should be.
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Hi Rambler, I have been doing much better. I am coming to tax time and I will know if I am still in business very soon. But I have a good attitude and my worry is cut way down with the new meds. Take care and be well.
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It's great to hear from you. I look in your profile from time to time to see if there's any activity, usually without luck. I hope you're back more often now. Missed ya!
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