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August 12, 2009 1:06am
Hey everyone. Say prayers of encouragement that I will feel better tomorrow. I love and need all the support. Thanks
Shelby
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Shelby0321
8:59pm, August 17, 2009
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About Me
Shelby0321
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About Me
I am an accountant during the day, a wife to a beautiful and wonderful man, a christian who is very blessed by God and I am Bi-Polar. So here today I find myself seeking something that can take this feeling from me. I am afraid of loosing everything I have.
I am an accountant during the day, a wife to a beautiful and wonderful man, a christian who is very blessed by God and I am Bi-Polar. So here today I find myself seeking something that can take this feeling from me. I am afraid of loosing everything I have.
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Listless and uninterested in anything
August 12, 2009 12:31am
It is very hard for me to know situational depression from being on a bipolar low. We are going through bankruptcy and have very little …
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Watering trhe plants
August 9, 2009 9:11pm
I live near Chicago and today has been the hottest day of the season.... This morning I took the garden hose and started watering all my plants and …
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Life shoud not be so hard
August 8, 2009 9:23pm
I would just like to introduce myself and tell everyone that although I am bi polar, I do not want to let it get the best of me. I just started …
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The difference a day makes with this terrible depression
August 8, 2009 12:13pm
Yestereday when I signed on it was because I was emotionally drained and I just needed something to do other than to continue to fall. I was at …
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Good morning sweetie, how are you today? I hope you have a beautiful and sunshine filled day..........be good to yourself, you deserve it. xoxo
Get Well Soon!
God has done nothing to me that was ever good. I liked that post but I don't believe in god. My mother beggs me to go to church and become a born again but her pleas get her nowhere. I am wiccan. I been that way since I was a teen and realizing that God wasn't hearing my prayers and going to church on my own and putting a smile on my face while I was being abused wasn't doing me a whole lot of good. Sorry you're feeling so low but I don't believe the creation theory exists.
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That's awesome!! Thank you so much...I will. I pray for joy and peace to be yours, through our amazing Holy Spirit! *hugs* :)
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Thanks for the hug. I hope you are having a good Saturday.
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Hi Shelby. Welcome to the site, Sweetie. I read about your doubts and fears. You will NOT lose everything! You have to work up to just accepting that you have BP, like we have all had to do, and then you will be okay with it and learn to manage it. It is genetic and oh, I wish I knew the where and when and who of the beginning of it! All I know is that it comes from my mom's side of the family, only because a cousin was diagnosed with it. I am very stable right now on Depakote (the generic) and Lexapro. I have never felt so good for so long and I hope I will be like this forever. But I am also aware that it could change at any time. I pray it won't. You are a lucky duck to have a great husband and your kitties. I am going through life alone, but I do have wonderful friends and a fantastic daughter! I have two little girl cats, too. I wish that I could find a good and decent man to share my life with, but they are terribly scarce where I live and I do not get out much. I hope to in the future. I welcome you warmly and hope that this site will increase your good feelings day by day.
Big Hug!
Judith
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