Journal Entry for September 6, 2009
September 6, 2009 5:35am
Progress
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Goal End Date is May 15, 10 165 more days.
WhiteColombian88 
10:29pm, November 16, 2009
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About Me
WhiteColombian88
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About Me
Queens College Student, Political Science major. Not enjoying life at all right now.
Queens College Student, Political Science major. Not enjoying life at all right now.
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Interests
I like politics, soccer, and maybe I might get into writing. I'm passionate about my country and in 6 months I plan to join the Army. It's easy to wrap yourself in the flag when you have nothing going for you emotionally, socially, etc.
I like politics, soccer, and maybe I might get into writing. I'm passionate about my country and in 6
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Recent Activity
November 16
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WhiteColombian88 updated their status 10:29pm
Been SO busy... no time to even think. Good.…
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WhiteColombian88 changed their mood to OK 10:28pm
November 5
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WhiteColombian88 turned 21 12:00am
November 4
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WhiteColombian88 changed their mood to OK 1:34am
November 3
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WhiteColombian88 and Taaajaca are now friends 11:23am
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Journal
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Hugbook
Little Love
=) u do help me ... love you toooo =)
Hug
Thanks for the add. hope things are going well for you,
All the best-
High Five
High five!
Ray of Sunshine
Hi, I hope you are doing alright today. I hope you experience some hope, peace and joy if even just a tiny bit. : )
~~Sherry
Hug
Read your blog more than once. Even though I could feel the deep emotional pain you're feeling, I also found myself wishing I could express myself this well. Something tells me you have a great future ahead of you.HUGZ...
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Close Depression
Never really been happy. I can be entertained, distracted, sometimes drunk, but never actually happy. I feel like a failure every single day, and try to distract myself with anythng whether it be politics, alcohol, or even video games. I dont have that many friends because people always tend to either forget me or lose interest in me. I haven't had the opportunity to be in a real relationshp neither. Loneliness is my #1 source of depression. If I find someone to love its all good...
Close Shyness
I'm mad quiet, takes me a long time to trust someone and to adjust to a new environment. I think I'm only shy because I haven't really had the opportunities the average person has when it comes to interacting with others and knowing how..
Treatments
- Socializing Not Working
- Can't get a date. I'd call that a problem.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Parents regularly beat the crap out of me when I was little. It only stopped when I was 15 and learned to push back. I don't talk to them very much even though I live with them, and I still get very angry whenever I think about my childhood.
Open Loneliness
I'm lonely...I spend most of time in my room alone even though I'd rather be out with people I know... But people never seem to care and I'm certainly not going to beg. I usually get along with a person for two months or so and then either I ruin it or something happens... and I have no friends again.
Open War & Terrorism
/interested
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