Lyrics of the moment
August 24, 2009 9:06pm
This Test Is Your Storm
I have just been in the midst of my storm but I've passed my test. So for everyone going through there's just …
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preciousambivalence
8:41pm, August 24, 2009
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About Me
preciousambivalence
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About Me
My name is Tasha, I work full time in customer service but have been off for a month on unpaid medical leave. I'm Christian. Looking for friends even though I'm shy and depressed and stopped talking to most people I just want to be happy.
My name is Tasha, I work full time in customer service but have been off for a month on unpaid medical leave. I'm Christian. Looking for friends even though I'm shy and depressed and stopped talking to most people I just want to be happy.
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Interests
My interests and passions disappeared when my depression really set in late last year but I used to love graphic design, photography and reading (until my vision went blurry).
My interests and passions disappeared when my depression really set in late last year but I used to love
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Lovin' God
August 24, 2009 8:52pm
So Aug 4 I was diagnosed with MS and started on a treatment. Aug 5 I made a vow with God asking for healing promising him something in return. I was …
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Lyrics of the moment
August 8, 2009 8:53am
Well the whole song is what matters now! This is where I am and it's an amazing feeling when God responds.
The Fray - You Found Me …
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feeling better
August 6, 2009 2:59pm
Well after a terrible morning of crying for no reaso other than the strange side effect from those stupid pills my doctor told me not to take them …
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Lyrics of the moment
August 5, 2009 9:56am
And I don't know where to look My words just break and melt Please just save me from this darkness - Snow Patrol - Make This Go On …
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Thanks
Thanks for your word of encouragement.
Roger the Minister - verse
Eph 2:8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
Eph 2:9 Not of works, lest any man should boast.
Kiss
I hope you feel better real soon.
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Welcome! Know that this is a great place to learn and get information. I do hope that you get some answers soon. Glad that the pills are helping! I know they are rough but....hey they help! Stay strong!.....Dee
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Welcome! I know its very scary, but it does get better, but takes time! Hang in there and no that you have tons of friends here!
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Welcome to DS. I'm here if you need a friend. xoxo Jen
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Support Groups
Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
I haven't been clinically diagnosed with MS yet, but my optio neurologist sent me for an MRI then diagnosed me with optic neuritis in both eyes. My doctor said he isn't allowed to diagnose me with MS I need to see a neurologist and have her look at my MRI and do a spinal tap then she'll diagnose me. But he is sure I have MS. I'm very scared right now because I've been healthy all my life just never a small girl then depression now this, and I don't know much about MS.
Treatments
- Prednisone Too Soon to Tell
- I'm taking 1250 mg for three days in the form of 25 pills a day. I just finished day one and was exhausted I slept all evening then woke up at 2AM and haven't been able to go back to sleep. The pills taste horrible.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI wouldn't say it's major depression at all. Sure I prefer to be alone, can't sleep, can't unless I take the Trazodone, I wish I wasn't alive and I cry all the time. But still I've been much better lately.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- I took Citalopram for only 2 weeks and had to stop for some other medication non relating to the depression for three days but since taking this I don't cry everyday and have been able talk to people again without taking everything personally The initial side effects I had were nausea and heart palpitations for the first two days. They went away but I was so tired so I take this 4 hours before I sleep and now for the first time this year I slept two nights in a row.
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- I took Trazodone for only 2 weeks and had to stop for some other medication non relating to the depression for three days but since taking this I don't really feel much of a difference especially with the insomnia. The only side effect I have is hunger but I take them at night so I don't eat. They didn't help me sleep much though maybe three hours a night.
