nothing has chaged
well nothing has changed...
when do we stop trying... fighting the world, myself for something that will never be.
i have been changing so much, adn …
have been dealing with depression since my childhood. have somewhat of a handle on it... that is untill my next breakcown. i love my family. i wanna help people... i think we all need help sometimes... and its ok to reach out.
have been dealing with depression since my childhood. have somewhat of a handle on it... that is untill my next breakcown. i love my family. i wanna help people... i think we all need help sometimes... and its ok to reach out.
love the outdoors, camping, fiching, hicking. enjoy snowboarding, swimming, art, music, photography... love watching my son grow.
love the outdoors, camping, fiching, hicking. enjoy snowboarding, swimming, art, music, photography...
zweetpisces wrote a journal entry: nothing has chaged 3:03pm
well nothing has changed...when do we stop trying... fighting the world, myself for something that will…
zweetpisces turned 26 12:00am
well nothing has changed...
when do we stop trying... fighting the world, myself for something that will never be.
i have been changing so much, adn …
im just loosing it... he makes me so angry inside. i dont know why he just pushes me. he knows wat does and does it more and more. he sees me upset, …
im so excited, my sons bday party is this sunday... all is set. every year, a couple days before his bday i remember the excitement of waiting for …
i dont know wat i wa thinking... another baby?... i dont think so. i cant. i am so unstable. i should not have another child. all i wanted is to have …
You're not alone we all go through the missing stage...I am still going through it at times...Hang in there. If you need to talk let me know.
Thank you. I'm tryin to hang in there.
Lots of Love as Hugs. Hope you're OK.
you are not a fuck up, i repeat, not a fuck up. you are mentally ill. i knowi am too. hmmm, at 26 i just started taking the right medicine and felt so much more in control of my life and relationships. work on it and it will get better. you don't have to suffer with modern medicine and therapy too. it's always good to have someone that you can talk to that's a trained professional, not a personal friend or family member, someone unbiased who just wants to help you heal.
I just read your post. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad & trust me, I know what you are going through with your boyfriend.. I have been in a similar situation myself.
I just wanted to tell you that you DO have control over things. I know it feels like you don't, but no matter what tell yourself that you do.. You CAN change things & you do not have to take meds.. If you want to and feel that there is no other alternative, then do.. but you can help yourself either way.
Do you do anything to calm yourself down like exercise regularly, meditate, pray, etc? Do you belong to any types of support groups or have people that you can talk to openly about what you are going through and how you are feeling?
Well.. big *HUGS* & please come chat with me if you ever need to! XXX