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Nfox25 
Today, was like every other. I am sitting alone in room, as always. Not knowing what tomorrow will bring. Will it be good or bad? Will i lose the feeling in my arms? Or will i be in so much pain i cry? For some reason, i seem to have built up a high tolerance for pain. Yes, i am constantly wincing from the shear pain of moving. I can't tell anyone how i feel, or what is really going on. It's just another one of those very lonely days. I wish i had more pleasant things to talk about. I guess the pain in my head is taking over my thoughts today or maybe its the tenitis speaking... who knows. If its not my head, its always something consuming my thoughts. I try to be positive and upbeat so one knows how much i am suffering. I speak of only positive words to everyone else. Why can't i really tell people what is happening. Oh well... maybe this is for another days thoughts and feelings... I am tired.
God please give me strength to make through another day.
