Asthma is acting up once again. I didn't sleep good last night, due to the pain factor. The pain in my arms is starting to get worse, which i knew it would eventually. It just seems like the natural progression of things. Everyday i am constantly worried that i will fall and break something. It's days like today that i remember i am on a such a strong medicine, which doesn't even really work. The pain is so bad everywhere i wish i could cry and someone would actually understand what i am going through and why i am in so much pain. The doctors don't even know why i am in so much pain.
I am going to need hip surgery soon. I wonder what else they will tell me whats going to have to happen to me. I just wish this horrible pain would go away. I need so relief from it all.





