Journal Entry for October 30, 2009
October 30, 2009 3:59pm
Halfway there....I really cannot beleive how stupid I was in making such a goal.
Progress
50 %
Howl665 
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About Me
Howl665
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About Me
I am a high school student and my family is not particularly important. I can't say as to my philosophy because a philosophy for life in general would probably be wrong, I am only fifteen while writing this after all, who would want to listen to the philosophy of a fifteen year old? I am passionate about traveling and living my life to the fullest that I can. I have some rather strange dreams I would like to fulfill but I strange is a rather relative word.
I am a high school student and my family is not particularly important. I can't say as to my philosophy because a philosophy for life in general would probably be wrong, I am only fifteen while writing this after all, who would want to listen to the philosophy of a fifteen year old? I am passionate about traveling and living my life to the fullest that I can. I have some rather strange dreams I would like to fulfill but I strange is a rather relative word.
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Recent Activity
November 14
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Howl665 changed their mood to OK 2:07pm
November 9
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Howl665 and godsgirl926 are now friends 12:27am
November 8
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Howl665 gave DrSuess a high five 10:41pm
I look forward to it : )…
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August 31
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Howl665 turned 16 12:00am
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Thumbs Up
Lets be friends and get to know each other
Gold Star
Hey, honesty can be hard, but it can free you of a lot of guilt-weight, or whatever it is that's pushing you to be honest. I hope you keep progressing.
I’m With You
Hey, just thought I'd let ya know I was thinkin of ya XD
I'll talk to you later, ok? I haven't abandoned ya or nothin like that :P
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Just remember, if ya need help/encouragement/anything else, I'm here for ya! ^.^
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Close Gay & Lesbian Teens
I have been noticing guys for a little over a year now, but until very recently I have just ignored it, hoping it would pass. After a year of it, I have realized it is rather serious, and it is time to stop running. When my feet come to a stop and I look around, trying to get my bearings after running from myself for over a year. I find myself rather lost. I guess the reason I am here is in the hope of finding myself, the ability to be truthful with myself and my friends and family.
Close Insomnia
Can't ever seem to get to sleep, nothing ever works. I figure i might as well have someplace to read late at night.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Working / Worked
- It works on and off but usually it just frustrates me as my mind wanders back to more complicated thoughts.
- Meditation Not Working
- I become relaxed, however I find my self still unable to sleep. I would still recommend that you at least give it a try if you have not, as even if it does not help your sleep, it may help you in other areas of your life.
- Music Working / Worked
- It works occasionally depending on how tired I am. If I am not tired enough I just end up concentrating on the music.
Open Self-Injury
Because, I am hoping to find that I'm not as alone in my feelings, as I may think.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Just increases the urges to lapse. But any thing is worth a try, it may work for you even though it didn't for me.
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Same as rubber bands, it just increases the urges to lapse. But anything is worth a try, it may work for some and not others.
- Talking Working / Worked
- It has only worked several times, out of the many times I have tried to use it. Perhaps it is just me, or maybe I am not talking to the right people?
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