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recovering84 
7:46am, November 9, 2009
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About Me
recovering84
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About Me
I'm smart, funny, and loving. I love watching movies, exercising, and helping others. I also love to shop. I don't like people who treat others bad and I believe you should treat people the way you would like to be treated. I like mixed martial arts, any type of music preferably rock, rap, or raggaeton. I also like to travel and explore other cultures.
I'm smart, funny, and loving. I love watching movies, exercising, and helping others. I also love to shop. I don't like people who treat others bad and I believe you should treat people the way you would like to be treated. I like mixed martial arts, any type of music preferably rock, rap, or raggaeton. I also like to travel and explore other cultures.
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Recent Activity
November 12
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recovering84 and justme22 are now friends 11:13pm
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recovering84 changed their mood to OK 10:52pm
November 9
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recovering84 updated their status 7:46am
I wish the pain could go away…
October 24
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recovering84 changed their mood to OK 12:29am
October 22
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recovering84 updated their status 11:34pm
I WANT TO DIE…
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Ray of Sunshine
I read your post. I'm on the same page as stevebhopes. I'm glad I was not successful. Just try and take it one day at a time. You have something to offer the world, some purpose, or you wouldn't be here. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Ray of Sunshine
I got rain instead of sunshine?
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Ray of Sunshine
I got rain instead of sunshine!
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Zanybeeper told me that you were having a rough time. I am a survivor of multiple suicide attempts. I can only say that I am glad now that I failed. I know right now you can't see any hope but I promise you that things can and do and will improve if you just hold on. Please call a crisis line and your doctor. Go to the hospital if you need to. Things have improved for me and they can for you!
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Hey sweets. I hope you are sleeping now. How did it go? You can tell me about it later K? Love you honey.
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Support Groups
Close Schizophrenia
i had mild symptoms like sleep walking when i was younger. by the time i was in my sophomore year of high school i started going through phycosis. the phycosis has gotten better. it only gets serious when i go through major deep depression
Treatments
- Geodon Working / Worked
- i was not functioning right on this med. i could stay up and sleep for days. i would experience severe muscle stiffness, drowsiness, weightloss, and memory loss. in away it did work because i was not able to do anything stupid when the nuts and bolts where missing to my head because i was so sleepy
- Seroquel Too Soon to Tell
- i only took it for a couple of weeks and im taking not taking it anymore.
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- Helps me feel beautiful in and out.
Close Self-Injury
in response to my depression from bulling and a bad home life i started cutting my wrist to relieve the pain in sophomore year and ended before my junior year of high school. Last sumer i was depressed and tried to cut but it didn't have the same affect as the times before. Since then i have not done it again.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- my therapist didn't focus primarily on my self harming, so i didn't get any help for it.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Its new to me. I'm just now becoming open to telling people about me.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- tattoos really help. they help relieve stress and can make you look and feel good.
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- Helps me feel beautiful in and out.
Open Loneliness
Treatments
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- I tell myself everyday things will get better.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I started performing rituals when i started cutting and going through psychosis. At that time it was horrible and it was controlling every aspect of my life. Now it has gotten better but it still is an annoyance to me
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- zoloft was given for my depression but i don't know if it was for my OCD. i guess it worked since i don't have as many rituals.
Open Shyness
i have been shy ever since i was little. Growing up i was always bullied and it caused me to drift away from people. Because of that i developed low self esteem. I feel better about myself now but i still am sometimes shy but hope to break from it.
Treatments
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- during high school i went through a great deal of depression in which i lost over 20 ibs. that transformed the way i looked and since then i have been complimented a lot on how great i look.
- Self-help Working / Worked
- i continued to lift weights and exercise. it is great for the body and relieves stress. i started socializing more and also being confident in myself. i also gave myself goals to look foward to in life and keeping my mind busy
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was abused by my parents, family, and everyone around me.
Treatments
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- helps me feel how great of a person I am and not to focus on the negative people in my past.
Open Acne
i have moderate acne
Treatments
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- Feeling good about myself helps me get over the little imperfections.
