Should know better....
October 15, 2009 12:02pm
Wow... i should know better than to stop doing something that's making me feel better. Writing down and voicing all my fears as they came was …
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drainedbyfear
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About Me
drainedbyfear
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About Me
I love the outdoors. I love my husband. I love animals. Anything i feel i feel to the extreme. Love, anger, sadness, fear, campassion... it can be very draining.
I love the outdoors. I love my husband. I love animals. Anything i feel i feel to the extreme. Love, anger, sadness, fear, campassion... it can be very draining.
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A ramble about my dream last night
August 25, 2009 12:32pm
So last night was intersting. I was laying in bed and i was really tired. I had a bit of a headache and my teeth were hurting. Before falling asleep …
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A very sad day :(
August 14, 2009 8:50pm
Today was a very sad day. It's always hard losing a pet, it's especially hard when they are young and you don't get the comfort of them …
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Am i meant to be a mom?
August 12, 2009 12:52am
Growing up i always wanted to fall in love, get married, buy a house and have some dogs. That's where my fantasy ended. I never really included …
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I Don't Understand
August 7, 2009 11:27pm
I don't understand. Today was an amazing day. I spent the day at the beach with my husband, my nephew and a friend. The weather was beautiful, …
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Read Ur journal..when U find something that works..stick with it. I just had a panic attack the other day..it had been almost a year since the last one...thought I was out of the woods but I got through it...it was tough. Hope Ur doing ok and keep with the journal:)
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I'm sure he will be! I came home just a little bit ago and went downstairs. Turned the light on and with a big crack and flash of light, the bulb blew. Nothing else worked either, so I went upstairs and a breaker was thrown. Turned it back on, went back downstairs and the light worked! It wasn't blown at all! Sat down, and wondered if it was Al getting my attention. So, how are you doing?
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It is comforting to know there are others out there...sometimes I feel like an outcast like everyone else is happy and totally gets death..anyway it did feel real. He said it wasn't like people say it is but it's great and it's there...he was Catholic and my grandpa wasn't so I kind of thought that was why he came to me and my grandpa didnt...or it was just a hopeful pregnancy dream
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Just read Ur journal and I had to tell U..it was always my wish that my grandpa(he passed) would come to me in a dream and tell me there was a heaven...never happened then I had a dream about a friend who had passed and he told me there was..I wish I knew for sure so I could believe that when I die I will be with my loved ones...
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Close Anxiety
I've had anxiety since as far back as i can remember. My biggest fear is death and it's the only one i can't seem to control. Although i do go through periods of high anxiety where i fear almost everything.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It will put me to sleep but is a temprary cure for an ongoing problem.
- Breathing Exercises Not Working
- Paxil Not Working
- Trazodone Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
Close Psoriasis
Affected Areas: Psoriasis of the SkinI have psoriases and have got it almost under control.
Treatments
- Phototherapy Somewhat Helpful
Open Panic Attacks
I've suffered from anxiety my whole life and get panic attacks often.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I have mild OCD except for when it comes to thoughts of dying. I'm so terrified of it and i can't control my thoughts about it. It is really the root of my anxiety.
Open Hypochondria
Whenever i get sick or feel anything wrong with my body i immediately think it's serious and that i'm going to die.
Open Pet Bereavement
I love animals. It's always hard to lose one, it's especially hard when they are young. Today my parents lost their 9 month old puppy due to severe hip dysplacsia and i am very very sad.
