Journal Entry for October 2, 2009
October 2, 2009 1:01pm
Progress
15 %
Goal End Date is Dec 16, 11 750 more days.
clearpath
9:22am, November 11, 2009
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About Me
clearpath
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About Me
I've been in an emotionally abusive relationship for 16 years. I have three children and am recently separated from my husband. I want desperately to find out who I am apart from his control and manipulation.
I've been in an emotionally abusive relationship for 16 years. I have three children and am recently separated from my husband. I want desperately to find out who I am apart from his control and manipulation.
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Website
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Interests
My 3 little children who have given me hope and joy in my life. I love playing with digital art and taking photographs, I'm a good cook but burned out after many years of trying to appease my H... one day I wll cook again. I like anything herbal that smells yummy, I like being alone to think and read and just be. I like to be in nature and I'd love to make some new friends. I want to be my best self. I'm working on that now. I want to be a unique masterpiece, I want to be free to be me. I will let my light shine!
My 3 little children who have given me hope and joy in my life. I love playing with digital art and taking
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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9 hugs received, 7 hugs given, 2 discussion posts
Tuesday
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clearpath gave beautyinabox an I'm with you 9:46am
In your reply (#30) you said a lot of things I was thinking. Striving was not being disrespectful or…
Monday
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clearpath gave Dallas33 a little love 8:34am
Your heart is the most powerful weapon you have. It will guide you where you need to be, trust yourself,…
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Sunday
Saturday
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clearpath wrote a discussion post in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group: Shhh...listen... 11:07pm
I was thinking today.... I'm getting back something. It feels like I'm melting and I'm feeling again,…
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Journal
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A prayer for the emotionally abused
July 28, 2009 8:07am
Dear God,
Help me to see clearly
Help me to choose the right path for me
Help me to understand and not hide from the truth
Give me the …
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Hugbook
Hug
Hi Clearpath. Finally have internet service in my new place. I'll post soon. Hugs.
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Rainbow
Thank you. There is a pot of love at the end of this rainbow for ya!
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Flower
I have to keep reminding myself that it is the beginning of a process, thanks for the note.
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Flower
I appreciate the words of encouragement, I have forgotten to listen.
Hug
Hey hon-how's it going?
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Photos
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I'm here to share with others that have been through emotional abuse. People who have never experienced this will never, ever understand what it's like.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking about the abuse to someone with objectivity is the key. I found a great counselor for this. I also started 1st talking about it to new friends on online support groups like DS and Wordslinger. Talking helps let it all out.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I started seriously journaling all my thoughts, feelings, and experiences back in March 2009. It continues to grow and it now serves as an invaluable tool for me to see patterns and my own personal growth.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music has served as an escape, comforter and guide for me through this most difficult time. I list my favorites on my blog: http://flyaway010.vox.com/ Please check it out.
Close Breakups & Divorce
I need help in starting the process of divorce.
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- My first step
- Music Working / Worked
- Helps release tension and emotions.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- when I have time
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- invaluable resource
- Talking Working / Worked
- Getting it all out in the open helps.
