I call myself a SURVIVOR, 1) survived my childhood-all bad memories Why? IDK 2) survived a broken heart with my first marriage if it is actually called one. was only married for 2 months, but had 2 children frm him. Go figure! 3) survived another marriage for 10 yrs- he was an alcoholic-physical, mentally, and sexually abusive. He ruined me and my 3 daughters--scared for life, 4) 1994 survived Lymphoma Lung cancer--the very week I was told I was in remission I found out my ex was malesting my girls---went into a very deep depression-bi polar 5) survived raising my 3 girls- job to job- place to place-barely making ends meet-'survival' 6) Dec 4th 2006 survived 2 brain tumors removal-non cancerous-thank God! 7) Jan 7th 2008 Surivived another type of Lung cancer-it was successfully removed along with my upper left Lobe of my Lung (this is when I also was diagonosed with having Emphazema and COPD) have to take lots of meds now-breathing treatment 4x daily, then 9) May 19th 2009 I had a nasty infected gallbladder removed-resulted me going home on oxygen--'just when I walk, exercise, house work, eat and sleep' and finally 10) gonna need a caterrack fixed. And I just need Love, Joy, Peace, and Friends. But I am a fighter and I am surviving. Still -- Barely breathing. So therefore I just have to tell myself to be strong, be patient, have faith, believe in the Lord, and to just "HANG IN THERE"
I call myself a SURVIVOR, 1) survived my childhood-all bad memories Why? IDK 2) survived a broken heart with my first marriage if it is actually called one. was only married for 2 months, but had 2 children frm him. Go figure! 3) survived another marriage for 10 yrs- he was an alcoholic-physical, mentally, and sexually abusive. He ruined me and my 3 daughters--scared for life, 4) 1994 survived Lymphoma Lung cancer--the very week I was told I was in remission I found out my ex was malesting my girls---went
Finding friends, and a soulmate (but I really doubt it)
Finding friends, and a soulmate (but I really doubt it)
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November 1, 2009 12:29am
Phenomia,
what a bummer, feeling pretty bad-sickly-ucky-horrible.
haven't been on here for ages.
I am addicted to a face book game.
So while I have …
October 5, 2009 11:39pm
I have been trying so hard lately, doing the right thing, Believing, and having Faith, taking each day as it comes. Praying, asking for …
September 11, 2009 11:47pm
One day and time I will never forget
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crhXbwiomqU
September 10, 2009 7:50pm
I am just so confused, lonely, depressed, and I have no motivation. I don't want to do anything at all. Like I have been crochetting …
Hope you are better. Checking out my friends page and thought, "What ever happened to..." If you get to where you can, check in. You are a blessing to all you reach.
Sending Saturday hugs just for you !
i,m sending this prayer which nearly came out as a congratulations I can just imagine your response to congrats for getting pneumonia!bloomin eck.. you need some rat lovin.. I got some pictures up of me and my sqwishy rats they are full of wholesome goodness.xxx
Missed hearing from you. Sorry you've been ill. Hope for a good recovery. Prayers are with you.
hello sweet parrot cathy i,m sorry i haven,t been around i feel very ill sweats and panick and pain of m.e and the whole lot just gets me down but rats cheer me up as parrots do you ,i laugh when i see parrots on tv doing funny things and think of you Bless you xx
I've had 2 tumors romoved in 2006 and its back, plus 3 little ones towards back of my head in different places.
Survivor of Lymphoma Lung cancer for 14 years
Had a Lung Cancer removed surgically in January 2008. Along with my upper left lobe of the Lung.
A lifetime of fighting depression, I don't think there is any cure for me.
Because I am SSSOOOO Lonely, I can't stand it any more, my life is boring, and I have no one
I am here for many reasons, but basically I need support and new friends, I'm here.
Was diagnosed in April 2008
