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November 1, 2009 12:59am
I haven't been on here in quite a while. I have been feeling, what? down, lonely, suicidal, not sure really.
I haven't wanted to talk to …
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tiredofbeingme
11:42pm, October 31, 2009
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About Me
tiredofbeingme
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About Me
"It is by living courageously - daily - with a deep belief in our personal vision that we achieve true success." - Mariska Hargitay, my hero and inspiration
"It is by living courageously - daily - with a deep belief in our personal vision that we achieve true success." - Mariska Hargitay, my hero and inspiration
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Our hearts guide us, sustain us, inspire us... Give us strength and courage... And fill us with infinite joy... Treat your heart gently, listen to its wisdom... Nourish it, water it daily so it can grow... And then smile with pride when you feel it open - by Mariska Hargitay
Our hearts guide us, sustain us, inspire us... Give us strength and courage... And fill us with infinite
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I GIVE UP!!!!
August 2, 2009 10:11pm
I GIVE UP, CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE, DON'T WANT. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN. CUTTING ISN'T EVEN HELPING ANYMORE. I CUT SO …
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Worried
July 31, 2009 9:24am
I am so very worried about probably having to give up my therapy and meds. Things are just too tight money wise. Between trying to move, which …
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My inspiration
July 28, 2009 11:05pm
As I've told some of you, Mariska Hargitay is my hero and inspiration. She is courageous, confident, inspiring. She started a foundation to help …
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Why do I do this to myself?
July 28, 2009 12:45am
I am feeling so down and hopeless right now, not sure what happened, was doing good earlier. I haven't been taking my meds like I'm suppose …
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Me too!!!!!!!!!!!!
Roger the Minister - verse
2Th:3:3: But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil.
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sorry you feel bad, i can relate, im tired of being me as well, or maybe just tired of feeling sick and tired and feeling i hit every bump in the road, and always with no one by my side to offset the pain. hope you can make progress with your goals, its tough to make progress, i feel im riding a stationary bicycle on the way to no where, most of the time. best wishes to ya.
I’m With You
Just checking in to see how you're doing........
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I'm sorry to hear you're not doing well....I know how you feel.....I'm here if you need to talk or something..I'll be thinking of you and sending positive thoughts!!!
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I wanted to send you a hug just because. I hope you do something fun for yourself this weekend ok. Sending a big hug your way. (((HUG)))
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBeen depressed for as long as I can remember. Haven't gotten much help for it since I was a teenager, until recently.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Seemed to work when I was taking it, had to stop due to financial reasons
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helped when I was going, but can no longer afford to
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Helped with sleeping when I was taking it, but can no longer afford to
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps quiet my mind when I can sit long enough to do it
Close Self-Injury
To find and give support to others who understand self injury
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Didn't really discuss my si too much and can no longer afford to go to appts.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Never really did anything for me
- Talking Working / Worked
- works when i actually talk about it, but it's hard
- Tattoos Not Working
- Use to put temp tattoos of butterflies, which I love, but didn't really work so I quit
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Abused by father and stepfather, neither of whom got into any trouble. Also had a VERY abusive boyfriend at 18. Am currently dealing with abuse in my marriage, mostly emotional and verbal, which usually hurt more than the hitting would.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Just starting with new therapist as of May 2009, was helping but had to quit for financial reasons.
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Had a LOT of trouble talking about what needed to be discussed and ended up quitting
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Seemed to help with sleeping but had to quit due to finances
