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HarleQuinn217 
2:57am
I feel like just giving up on this whole band thing, it's pointless right now. I'm feeling so stressed out cause I can't come up with any songs, and the guys are getting really pushy about it. Balencing school, friends, and the band along with this stupid depression and shit is getting to be too much. I just don't know what to do... The band does make me happier, but I guess I'm just kinda scarred to be happy for once, since it's been so long since I've been truely happy and that is what the band is going to do for me. But I also don't really want to give up my dreams, but I'm just way too afraid of the "unknown" I guess you could say, for lack of a better word. I'm just extra confused about this bullshit, the obvious answer is to stay in the band, but do I really have the confidence and the motivation that it takes to keep this band up and going? No. Although it's basically been my life-long dream to be in one, now that I am in a band, it just doesn't seem all too special... I hate this shit. XD but whatever, I guess I could just live with it.
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You were doing so great, having no inspiration for a while is perfectly normal, for some bands it takes years before they've written enough material for a new album, so really dont worry about it. You're still young, you've got time enough. Just tell the other members you're not having much inspiration at the moment. Dont push yourself, and dont let them push you. Tell them to write something themselves, because after all you're a band and every one should have his/her say in it; and if they can write something good thats great isnt it.
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