Journal Entry for September 17, 2009
I thought this was a support group !
I never got a hug or a response. or any comment so as I spend my time wondering if any one realy read these or Im …
> now that I'm getting older I'm trying to heal my self by loving my self more which I never did I have pass drug abuse & I've been in abuse of relationships so I need alot of healing with in my self .I have addictive behavior with food now that I'm clean and sober I think of food as if was drug so It is so hard for me to control my thoughts every day it is a challenge for me I've always over weight I don't why i have this addictive personality do have pass child abuse sexual I wish I knew why !!
> now that I'm getting older I'm trying to heal my self by loving my self more which I never did I have pass drug abuse & I've been in abuse of relationships so I need alot of healing with in my self .I have addictive behavior with food now that I'm clean and sober I think of food as if was drug so It is so hard for me to control my thoughts every day it is a challenge for me I've always over weight I don't why i have this addictive personality do have pass child abuse sexual I wish I knew why !!
my I'm trying to keep busy and stay away from the TV that is the most time I eat I do go to church I've started to walk 3 miles day and try to say positive with happy thoughts and tell my self I'm worth it.
my I'm trying to keep busy and stay away from the TV that is the most time I eat I do go to church I've
I thought this was a support group !
I never got a hug or a response. or any comment so as I spend my time wondering if any one realy read these or Im …
Sorry for not returning the hug sooner for I haven't been on for several weeks. But if you need a friend I'm here for I will be checking my page more often. Hope to hear from you soon....Dee
I'v always been over weight since I was a kid I'v lost weight gained weight i'm trying again now but it seen live it's all was on my mind like a drug it keep coming back to my mid help.