Goal Update
November 8, 2009 2:08pm
I would have never thought it possible!
Goal Completed on Nov 8, 09
Opticalillusion 
8:56pm, November 13, 2009
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About Me
Opticalillusion
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About Me
I'm twenty years old and I swear to whatever God/ess is out there, I have a very messed up mind. The interesting thing? I've had no professional help, but with the help of the internet I've possibly discovered what is wrong with my head.. Besides the fact that it's big LoL. So, now I believe I have joined all the support groups I need. REMEMBER I haven't been diagnosed for anything to do with my mind..
I'm twenty years old and I swear to whatever God/ess is out there, I have a very messed up mind. The interesting thing? I've had no professional help, but with the help of the internet I've possibly discovered what is wrong with my head.. Besides the fact that it's big LoL. So, now I believe I have joined all the support groups I need. REMEMBER I haven't been diagnosed for anything to do with my mind..
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Interests
Hockey both playing and watching, volleyball just playing, the internet, reading, knitting, crocheting, etc.
Hockey both playing and watching, volleyball just playing, the internet, reading, knitting, crocheting,
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Recent Activity
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1 hug received
November 14
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Opticalillusion gave ICFOA a hug 4:39am
THOUGH.... IT DOESN'T HURT RIGHT NOW.. BUT WHEN I SAID IT.. IT KILLED AND I WASN'T EVEN MOVING IT &…
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Opticalillusion gave ICFOA a hug 4:38am
BUT IT'S IN SO MUCH PAIN!!!!! IT SEEMS EASIER TO JUST CUT IT OFF... THAN DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT I CANNOT…
November 13
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Opticalillusion updated their status 8:56pm
I think I should cut off my left foot.…
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Opticalillusion gave Smka16 a thanks 8:54pm
Thank you :) It is very much appreciated :D…
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Opticalillusion and AGirlOnLifesRoad are now friends 8:54pm
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Journal
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Update.
October 29, 2009 1:35pm
10/29- I was good last night.
Go me.
10/30- Well that was the night before.
Square One again.
10/31- Day One... Again. I'll …
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Oh My God!
October 27, 2009 11:23pm
I just need to say this, because honestly.. I find it shocking!
So, I live in a rather crowded household. I live with my grandmother, my uncle, …
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Not That Anyone Sees Right Away.
October 27, 2009 2:49am
But, I am moments away from relapse. Call this my last ditch effort before I ruin five months with no cutting. I don't think I can go on with …
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Another Update I Suppose
October 18, 2009 2:33am
Okay, so I am going to school. Taking (at the moment) five classes. I am doing well in four of them. The fifth, I am failing. Two tests have passed …
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Hugbook
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Shout Out
Hey! How r u doing? I hope ur doing well...I hope we can talk more soon, hugs!
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Hug
IF you do, I'll cut off my right foot!
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Moment of Peace
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I’m With You
I'm here if you need to talk
Hug
Hi there how are you today? Sending big hugs your way...
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Teen Anxiety
Opticalillusion hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen
It's a possibility. I haven't been diagnosed or anything, it's either Bipolar Disorder or really fucking bad mood swings.
Treatments
Open Self-Injury
I am recovering from cutting. Hopefully no relapse this time!
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- It helped a little, but I've done it enough in one spot to draw blood, so I guess it's not that great.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talking about it seriously scares me.. But I can manage to get through a conversation about cutting once in a while.
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
- I only have one but it helped especially since I got it on a bad day.
Open ADHD / ADD
ADD.. Not diagnosed. But it would make sense.
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
Opticalillusion hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open College Stress
I'm going to college in September... What am I going for? Good question. I'll let you know when I find out..
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Not diagnosed. Not full blown OCD that is for sure. Maybe just a personality thing? I don't know I'm not a doctor.
Open Eating Disorders
Opticalillusion hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
Opticalillusion hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
Opticalillusion hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
Opticalillusion hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
