I am a Registered Nurse,I live in Ohio and love animals and people,nice people!! My 34yr. old cousin passed last year from cardiac death,so unexpected and just 2 weeks ago had to put my beloved dog PJ of 16yrs. to sleep. My heart is broken and My cousins wife has told me about this site for awhile,she finds this helpful so I thought I would check it out. I need all the help I can get at his difficult time.
I am a Registered Nurse,I live in Ohio and love animals and people,nice people!! My 34yr. old cousin passed last year from cardiac death,so unexpected and just 2 weeks ago had to put my beloved dog PJ of 16yrs. to sleep. My heart is broken and My cousins wife has told me about this site for awhile,she finds this helpful so I thought I would check it out. I need all the help I can get at his difficult time.
bkleri gave clasik01 a hug 8:39pm
Just read the post about the loss of your beloved dog,so hard I lost two of mine this year had to put…
bkleri gave Savannahsmom1 a hug 4:22pm
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you at this difficult time! It is very hard,I had to put…
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August 1, 2009 2:33pm
Today makes one month since I had to make that horrible decision for you PJ, Well I did not have to make it that day but I felt that way because of …
July 31, 2009 12:34pm
Pj I went to the library yesterday and got a couple books on how to deal with your loss,I find that they have been helpful but I still hurt so bad. …
July 26, 2009 2:54pm
I look around all over and still cant seem to find you I look for any little sign that you are still around me, have had a few but could just be my …
July 22, 2009 2:27pm
Dear PJ today makes 3 weeks and I do not feel that it has gotten easier on me. I feel even worse especially these last couple days, I worked 3rd last …
July 21, 2009 5:38pm
I miss you so bad,I woke up today after just a few hours of sleep crying and longing for you so bad,you were and always will be my sweet pea,I just …
Thank you for taking the time to make me feel better.That was sweet of you.We're all still so sad & miss Patty a lot but I try to put her last day out of my mind and remember all of the happiness.I realize too, that there is NO good way to say goodbye to our "babies".In a strange way we were spared, but she was not at all & that's worse.I KNOW you did the right thing by your pets.I hope you know you gave them happiness to the end and spared them pain.Make no mistake,that was a humane & wonderful gift to them too.:o).Our pets are our little angels watching over us now. Have a wonderful day & many blessings to you! Love, Connie
Thank you so much for your support. Today was brutal. I've never had to put a pet to sleep before and today I had to do it twice. That was five hours ago now and I was just able to come home now. The house feels so empty without them. I have two dogs as well, but as you know, each has a different personality. I suppose I'm experiencing the guilt now, as I wish I would have done more. I don't want it to entirely go away, but I would like it to subside. I guess I'm asking for too much too soon. It's going to take some getting used to. One of my cats usually sits by my side whenever I'm at the computer. It's odd not having him there to touch... :(
Betty just wanted to say thanks for the hug. I plan on seeing you this week. I truly love you!!!!.. Take care and try to live everyday to the fullest..Love ME
Thank you so much for your support. I had two other dogs in my life that lived be yond 15 years and each had to be put to sleep at the end of their lives. CeCe died on her own and I have a different feeling. I sort of had guilt over making the decision to euthanize my other two even though there was no choice. But CeCe went on her own and I feel in too short a time. I wasn't ready and hadn't even thought of losing her at this time. I am shocked that she could go from happy to dead in three days. Of course she really was sick, but she never showed it. I guess I just want her back. It is hard to accept reality sometimes. I think another thing is, I know I can never replace her. If I could, I would do it today at any cost. Thank you for reaching out to me, it helps. I am REALLY THANKFUL that I had her in my life.
I feel for you.
I know that I have always had some issues with depression,but more so recently since after loosing my cousin last year at a young age and then having to put my two dogs to sleep this year,one in July and one in August due to old age and poor quality of life. I am happily married,have a wonderful husband but still for some reason feel so blue and empty all the time.
