I guess I thought differently
July 28, 2009 7:48pm
When I am willing to step back from my life and evaluate how far I have come. I am torn, to outsiders I seem to be a head of the curve I have a home …
kgm86 
12:00am, August 25, 2009
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Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I have been dealing with life dependent on mj and how I feel about the effects on my life and loved ones....
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- Love Not Working
- I am lucky in the sense than I have a Husband that is truely my best friend and is there for me at every step of the way. But I see as time slips away I may need more than just love. I need to love myself I just hate that I know that.
Close Panic Attacks
I have been dealing with panic attacks on and off since I was a preteen, I have always been blessed with a famliy that cares for me greatly and will help when asked, as I am getting older 23yrs I feel more alone, b/c I hate the thought of hurting the ones I love because I hate myself. they see my pain and in turn I see them in pain. I hate the cycle
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- Cymbalta Not Working
- I can not begin to tell you how horrid living on cymbalta! I was not told by my dr about the issues and side effects whilel on that medication and if it was needed to be stoped. I took the medication for 3 months and have been off it for 5 months I was no better towards my loved ones there were maybe 2 days when it could have motovated me to be a bit more active and calm in a new area I normally would not be. I will never take another pill due to that meication!!!
Open Family Issues
I have been a strain to my marriage I know that I am a hard person to live with and to love. My husband is a perfect rock and has hardship dealing with my panic attacks and with my addiction.
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