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kmw 
7:42am, November 9, 2009
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What a fuckin joke. She had referred me last time + they had send a letter back saying i wasnt co operative last time with being weighed (i hate it!) and because she hadnt said wheather i was binging or underweight.So she said she wud have 2 weigh me, i was 48kg,how gross!she took my height as well.she said my bmi is underweight,but she kept looking at me like wondrng why i was there,she askd what i ate etc. I have to get a fasting blood test done! How fucking hilarious! Being told NOT to eat by the doctor(has any1 had 2 have these b4?whats the difference between this+a normal blood test?) she said if the nxt app available is not until aftr 2wks 2get it dun at the hospital. I made an app 4 2wks time.But im so sick of all this waiting!thnk i mite just go 2 the hospital sooner? cause once results are back she wilk talk to ed people. Ah wat shall i do? I would appreciate your comments+suggestions =D xx
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i feel a bit overwhelmed with things..mainly ed...people have told me ive lost weight but i havent really believed them...but i dont know at the same time i feel scared to where i could be heading, ive made an appointment at the doctors for thursday, but before(ages ago) when i first went about my ed , i knew i was bulimic, but now i dont know what i am, im nothing, im too fat to be anorexic, im not bulimic anymore!! i dont even know why im even bothering to go =(
aggggghhhh
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Aw hun. I can tell just by looking at your pictures that you have lost weight and you are very very thin. Not too fat to be anorexic at all. Please go to the doctor.
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Sweetie... Seeing the doctor is a really good thing. You're very, very skinny. Not good skinny, like emaciated skinny. I'm so worried about you.
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u r looking very thin! ofcourse u cnt c it urself ppl with eds never do
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i just had to get that bloodwork done...have to fast for it...no food no water no nothing...they wanna check ur electrolytes, ur cholesterol, and ur thyroid functioning....
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goodluck hun!
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